You dont know very much about me to you? youve probably gathered info here and there but honestly. I havent really opened up much. So im going to so 10 random facts about me!
1. we shall start with some sg factuals. I've known about SG since i was about 15 and ive always loved the idea of nude photography. It is a true art form in my eyes no matter how sexual people make it. @plum is who orginally inspired me to join, because I had been talking to her on tumblr and it seemed like such a great experience to me! My set hasnt even debuted yet and i am already having a great time meeting people such as @bindi,@nymm,@delia,@fresa and @zephi (Theres more,I know but i wont list every model I adore that would be the whole blog!)
2. I love music. But who doesnt? My all time favorites are Red Hot Chili Peppers,The front bottoms,Say anything and Nirvana. I feel as if most of my tattoos will be inspired by music. My next stop is nirvana, then the chili peppers, then say anything. I already have a FB tattoo. That was inspired by their concert. Myself and 5 of my good friends went to Common ground in michigan when they toured with say anything. Lets just say i took a hit of acid and it was one of the best experiences of my life. Even with cops around! aha.
From the front bottoms / say anything concert.
This was at the Red hot Chili peppers concert in 2013.
3. I have 2 tattoos and 2 piercings. I used to have snake bites and my septum pierced, and 5/8 gauges. Im down to a 0 in my ears and have my medusa pierced. The 2 tattoos are the skeleton knife off of the talon of the hawk album and an orginal sailor jerry piece. I plan on getting many more soon. Next tattoo will be after christmas. I may actually get two after christmas. I have always loved and wanted body modicfications, not as far as horns,implants or a split toungue, thats just not for me.
When I had snake bites and huge ears.
Septum and one lip piercing.
4. I am more nerdy than most people realize. its more of an inside obsession unlike tats and piercings and cats. I love the movies (And shows) Star trek and Star wars and forever will. I want tattoos based on atleast star wars as well. I dig comics but hardly get to read them because as far as i know there are no good comic book shops in my area. The elder scrolls series are probably some of my favorite games. Skyrim and oblivion (last two) are tied as my favorites.
5. I have eplilepsy. It came on in 2013, and i dont know why what so ever. It started off as the stare off types and progressed in to full on siezures. People try to convince me its psychological because my best friend has siezures as well. However if that was the case there wouldnt be an area of trauma to my brain that we are unsure where it came from. It just was a coincidence that we both ended up having them in the long run. I am currently of my medicine because i cant afford it. I havent had a siezure in almost two months surprsingly. If i have i dont know that i did!
Me and the best friend who has epilepsy too.
6.I only have a handful of true friends and half of them have moved. But so did I so i cant complain. Most i have known throughout high school and middle school. Some i have met through SG.
7. I'm trying to use modeling as a job because it is hard to get a job with a disability. Scratch that, its hard to KEEP a job with a (mental) disability! My last job i had one on the job and ended up quitting because of how i was treated afterwards. Everyone treated me as a charity case and constantly asked me how i was. I am used to this i dont need to be treated that way. Not to mention the fact that customers were surrounding me when I woke up and I almost hit a couple of them in the face since i was so confused when I woke up. Well using modeling as a job isnt going far right now but hopefully soon!
8. I've been with the same guy for about 2 years and 2 months. My longest and strongest relationship so far. He does alot for me including but not limited to bringing home the bacon! Since i have struggled with what is either Bipolar disorder or depression or anxiety or all three it is hard for me to keep a stable relationship and for some reason this one has just worked. Im glad i found him cause i dont know what i would do or where i would be at this point without him.
9. I have struggled with emotional disorders since around 7th grade. I think this probably developed because i have been through a lot in the past. from witnessing family members deaths, to being betrayed by friends and family, to self medication and abuse of different kinds. I had got a handle on it but im off my meds now like i said before. Its been rough recently but luckily nothing too drastic has happened except for one relapse.
10. Last but not least, I try to think of myself as someone people can talk to if they need it at any point. I was going to pursue a career in psychology and counseling but i dont think that is going to happen. Yes people who have struggled probably can help those to struggle more than anyone else..however since i havent got a complete handle on myself im not sure that would help me at all. Dealing with other peoples struggles on a daily basis. Yes im here for my friends and fellow sg members when you need it, but if i had to do that aound the clock. No thanks. Im a bit artistic so im thinking tattooing,piercing or hair may be in my best interest, But who knows? I dont!!!
Thanks for listening, If you want to know more just ask.
