iamlost

I am friends with this entire family from mom down to the youngest who is almost a teenager. For the past 2 years or so they have talked about this 'cousin' - which for the past 2 years as made me want to meet her, but alas it has never happened. But it looks like that might change this weekend - scared!!

I think she's a made up illusion - that or the love they claim for me is not real and they don't want me near her.

Either way I really hope I meet her - and better yet I hope the 2 years of wondering and imagining are not a disappointment.,,,,,,,,,,,