Well not that anyone is going to read this, so I guess this is just for me, I have been told that If I am having problems I should write them down, so here goes. So I have a choice coming up, I can stay here in phoenix and be miserable, or I can move to pittsburg and have a new start. Not sure what to do, I might be just as misarble there, or even worse, but the lure of starting over. I don't really have to many reasons to stay here, my good friends will be moving with or without me, and well, as much as I love my family, I can't stand them. My daughter is in california, who I almost never get to see because her mother married some douch in the army, well he's not in the army anymore, so who knows where they will be next. Wich brings me back to this point, no reason to stay here, phoenix or pittsburg, karen is still the same distance away. The problem is I have never made a choice this big, at 23 I should have by this point in life. Well I actually don't feel any better about any of this. Well just someone else sees this, give me some advice.
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oh yea, and that tattoo in your pic is awesome. i just recently got the "Crime.." EP and it fucking rocks ass.