Tuesday Jun 02, 2009

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I just love the feeling of hot watter steaming against my skin on a really cold day..

All those sunny hot days were getting me way too depressive!
Finally it's starting to turn into a cold weather.. yay!!
rabidbuttons:
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Monday Jun 01, 2009

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O Poeta um Fingidor.
Finge to completamente.
Que chega a fingir que dor.
A dor que deveras sente.
-Fernando Pessoa

this should translate to something like:

A Poet is a Faker.
Fakes so completelly.
That comes to fake as pain.
A pain he so deeply feels.
-Fernando Pessoa

Am I a poet then?
With my blood as a fading ink upon a parchment of lost...
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lu666cifer:
meio down hem?
bjoos
rabidbuttons:
I am ok...just tired...all the time

Thursday Apr 30, 2009

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How sweet a way to close your birthday month/moon/season alltoghether...

Today I had the hugest arguing with one of my oldest friends..

It was quick. It was Messy, and we surelly won't ever want to see each other again after this...

It's allmost funny.. the more you spend time with someone, the less words you need to hurt him..
and as such, all he needed...
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rabidbuttons:
hughughughughughughughughughughughug
I know how that feels

frown

hughughughughug
rabidbuttons:
my birthday was pretty good...hughughughughug

Wednesday Apr 29, 2009

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My eyes have opened once again..

I hadn't had any visions for a couple years.. but about two months ago I started to see and hear what ain't there once again...

Even before I stoped having those visions they were diminished, focused on seeing people dressed in clothes they weren't dressed, and only if I wasn't paying so much atention.. then It simply stopped..

Without...
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bittersweetdream:
Maybe now you're open to the experience and in a good receptive state? Of course, I can't say that for sure, I don't know what states your in. Anyways - good for you and I'm SUPER jealous!!!

Monday Apr 27, 2009

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Last night I had the most painfull dream I ever had..

I'm no frequent dreamer, and sometimes I do have trully scary dreams, or some wich you could call a torture, since I can dream my bowels are beind removed by teeth and where I do feel pain untill it's over, and only then can I wake up...
But even on those kinds of dreams...
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bittersweetdream:
Awwwww... I'm so sorry to hear that! I very strongly believe in the power and importance of dreams. I think two things that are very important when looking at dreams is noticing how your dream-self felt during the dream and how you felt upon waking. These are your two biggest clues to what the dream was really about, before you have a chance to start intellectualizing and thinking about things.
rabidbuttons:
hughughughughughughug
BIIIIG HUGHUGHUG

Thursday Apr 23, 2009

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SOOO much to say...
so long time without a post...
so, I'll jst update ya'll along the next few days, one topic at a time.. ^^

Since I'm half asleep allready, I'll just throw in the funniest (and shortest) of the recent events!!

For the ones of you who follow my random, meaningless blog for awhile now, you should remember I did a nude, bodypainted...
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rabidbuttons:
teehee HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG
bittersweetdream:
Take it as a compliment - it's more fun that way!

Tuesday Apr 07, 2009

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It's Kinda funny, you know..?
How everyone around u can make u feel like nothing more than a whisper, yet someone miles and oceans away could bring you daylight with nothing more than a whisper..
bittersweetdream:
Kinda funny, but kinda nice, huh?
rabidbuttons:
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Monday Mar 02, 2009

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darke:
This is true
rabidbuttons:
nope it isn't..Miss you too! HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG

Thursday Feb 19, 2009

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rabidbuttons:
hug! so you have a computer in pices to huh? tongue HUGHUGHUGHUG I love ur messages hun! kiss
bittersweetdream:
You're room is so freaking awesome. It's perfect chaos.

Sunday Feb 08, 2009

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rabidbuttons:
HUGHUGHUGHUG!

yup it twas me tongue

ur so cute! *an you can cook! wow!*
lol

hughughughughughug

Friday Jan 16, 2009

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Well, that was a nice and quiet midsummer..

Felt nice to cook everything!!
We had a Tender Ham cooked with honey and oranje juice, and some fruits..
Small bittersweet peppers filled with cheese, raisins and nuts..
A Stuffed Chester baked with dark beer..
A freaking lot of sauces, dippings and side dishes..
And a delicious Mocha Cake!!

well, that food lasted for about 4 days!!...
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deny:
A dude who can cook... Now that's HOT. wink
alkalinesteph:
Dear you:

Please stop leaving so far away from me.

Love
Steph
Hope you had fun, and looking forward to see you soon smile
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