I R Tired.
I have too many responsibilities. And I don't think I can live up to them all adequately.
I work at a video store, which seems to be the easy one to get rid of since I only work one day a week there anyway, and it is literally painful for me to go and work a shift there. All of the employees and customers there can go eat a bag of dicks.
I work in a grocery store which doesn't particularly interfere with anything, other than that I am there until 12-1am, and cannot go to sleep for at least 2 hours after finishing, even though I need to be up at 9am for classes the next day.
I go to university, and already in week one I have skipped class 2 of the 4 days. I am not off to a good start. It might not even be that bad. My music theory class is a bit shit because it's being taught by a high school music teacher and she kind of has school-like habits. She made us sing "Mary had a little lamb" to illustrate something. And I have one subject which seems to be solely devoted to studio recording. There is a catch in that we are required to pair up to both perform duets and also be responsible for both recording and engineering the performance of another group. There are 13 in the class. I will gladly be the odd one out because I don't really like anyone there. I will just perform solo.
Lastly I have my little event production and promotions company which takes up a lot of time. I seem to be doing much more work than my partner. He is more or less the front man and the voice and is responsible for liasing with clients. But apart from having conversations and making phone calls, most other jobs are split. We both do promotions on different levels, we both do booking of bands. But come event day, I do all of the setting up and packing down, I do all of the sound and take care of the bands, which is a lot of work, and when equipment fails there's nothing but stress. While he "MC's".. which actually means "drink/dance/smoke weed/flirt with girls/not be around when bands finish to do the MCing". Bah. I just felt a bit slighted tonight as a) he took off the door charge before the last band who were the ones who most of the crowd were there to see and b) he was off doing drugs while I packed everything up.
I'm just tired and sore. I wish I had a 9-5. I don't "work" as long as some people but I'm just all over the place. I want some stability and regularity.
In other news, our spa works, and I took a spa/bath tonight, and decided to put shampoo in the jets to make bubbles. Bad idea. My left eye has been red alllll fucking night long. Too bad I worked out the spa one week before I'm due to move out. I have excema on my finger and it got infected. It's all kinds of gross right now. I want to wake up and for it to be healed.
Oh and in case anyone's wondering (and I'm sure so many of you are just DYING to know about this) the name changes of late are in-jokes, and only one person would understand them. It's because she's wonderful.
I have too many responsibilities. And I don't think I can live up to them all adequately.
I work at a video store, which seems to be the easy one to get rid of since I only work one day a week there anyway, and it is literally painful for me to go and work a shift there. All of the employees and customers there can go eat a bag of dicks.
I work in a grocery store which doesn't particularly interfere with anything, other than that I am there until 12-1am, and cannot go to sleep for at least 2 hours after finishing, even though I need to be up at 9am for classes the next day.
I go to university, and already in week one I have skipped class 2 of the 4 days. I am not off to a good start. It might not even be that bad. My music theory class is a bit shit because it's being taught by a high school music teacher and she kind of has school-like habits. She made us sing "Mary had a little lamb" to illustrate something. And I have one subject which seems to be solely devoted to studio recording. There is a catch in that we are required to pair up to both perform duets and also be responsible for both recording and engineering the performance of another group. There are 13 in the class. I will gladly be the odd one out because I don't really like anyone there. I will just perform solo.
Lastly I have my little event production and promotions company which takes up a lot of time. I seem to be doing much more work than my partner. He is more or less the front man and the voice and is responsible for liasing with clients. But apart from having conversations and making phone calls, most other jobs are split. We both do promotions on different levels, we both do booking of bands. But come event day, I do all of the setting up and packing down, I do all of the sound and take care of the bands, which is a lot of work, and when equipment fails there's nothing but stress. While he "MC's".. which actually means "drink/dance/smoke weed/flirt with girls/not be around when bands finish to do the MCing". Bah. I just felt a bit slighted tonight as a) he took off the door charge before the last band who were the ones who most of the crowd were there to see and b) he was off doing drugs while I packed everything up.
I'm just tired and sore. I wish I had a 9-5. I don't "work" as long as some people but I'm just all over the place. I want some stability and regularity.
In other news, our spa works, and I took a spa/bath tonight, and decided to put shampoo in the jets to make bubbles. Bad idea. My left eye has been red alllll fucking night long. Too bad I worked out the spa one week before I'm due to move out. I have excema on my finger and it got infected. It's all kinds of gross right now. I want to wake up and for it to be healed.
Oh and in case anyone's wondering (and I'm sure so many of you are just DYING to know about this) the name changes of late are in-jokes, and only one person would understand them. It's because she's wonderful.
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It takes a while to wind down after workage huh?
hmm I vote juice, to pep your energy up. and eye drops to soothe and clear your sore eye.
and hugs. lots of them.