Boyfriend's suck
I have three such instances to share, and I don't just say these things because I am drunk and am jealous.
Tonight I went in to town with my brother. Like most nights, I have my share of friends to hang out with. Two such female friends are Jade and Adelaide.
Jade has had this boyfriend for quite a while now. He is a military type boy, and I do not care much for that type of person. Sure, I'm fucking glad that they're out there fighting the battles that I didn't start and don't want to ever be a part of, but when you live in a town that is full of military people with a fucked up stuck up attitude, you get to feel a certain way about certain people. It's almost like being racist.
He continues the stuck up stereotype. He sits there next to Jade, barely talks to her, does not show her affection, does not interact with anyone at all, does not talk to any of Jade's friends. Michael asked him to mind our seats while he went to get a drink and said he would - he didn't. Our seats were gone.
I love Jade, and I want the best for her, and I'm happy that she's happy (is she?), but her boyfriend is a bit of a dickhead, and I sort of told her so.
Now Adelaide is Jade's friend. I speak to her and am vicariously friends with Adelaide through Jade and co. Adelaide makes a habit of getting fucked up drunk and stoned on whatever pills she can get her hands on. Most nights I humour her idiocy and am quite friendly towards her. I continued this trend tonight, though... Tonight was different. Tonight Adelaide was falling over things and pouring drinks on tables and on people, and at multiple times, me, for no reason but for that she was acting like a complete fuck. She is lucky that she has so many people that care about her to make sure sheis okay and for starters doesn't get thrown out of the Exchange, or worse, gets taken advantage of by any asshole who wants some free, easy pussy for the night.
Now for a short while I was sitting with her boyfriend, and he did not at all care about her wellbeing. Her boyfriend lives with a friend of mine, and as my friend is called Chaddy (nickname) and her boyfriend is called Dylan, their household was deemed "Chillin' Daddy's" by a mutual friend and bass player of Furtle, Derek. This is inconsequential to the story. Dylan sat there and barely batted an eyelid at Adelaide falling to the floor in front of him. I was more concerned than he was, more because I'm sort of an awesome guy, and he is supposed to be involved with her! Fuck! People are cunts.
AND, I have been smsing with one of my dearest friends from Perth about how her boyfriend was quite under par, and more especially, compared to me in boyfriend status, is an absolute zero.
Fuck man, I'm the best boyfriend and all these guys out there ARE boyfriends while I am not.
WHAT
THE
FUCK
Hi Leah.
I have three such instances to share, and I don't just say these things because I am drunk and am jealous.
Tonight I went in to town with my brother. Like most nights, I have my share of friends to hang out with. Two such female friends are Jade and Adelaide.
Jade has had this boyfriend for quite a while now. He is a military type boy, and I do not care much for that type of person. Sure, I'm fucking glad that they're out there fighting the battles that I didn't start and don't want to ever be a part of, but when you live in a town that is full of military people with a fucked up stuck up attitude, you get to feel a certain way about certain people. It's almost like being racist.
He continues the stuck up stereotype. He sits there next to Jade, barely talks to her, does not show her affection, does not interact with anyone at all, does not talk to any of Jade's friends. Michael asked him to mind our seats while he went to get a drink and said he would - he didn't. Our seats were gone.
I love Jade, and I want the best for her, and I'm happy that she's happy (is she?), but her boyfriend is a bit of a dickhead, and I sort of told her so.
Now Adelaide is Jade's friend. I speak to her and am vicariously friends with Adelaide through Jade and co. Adelaide makes a habit of getting fucked up drunk and stoned on whatever pills she can get her hands on. Most nights I humour her idiocy and am quite friendly towards her. I continued this trend tonight, though... Tonight was different. Tonight Adelaide was falling over things and pouring drinks on tables and on people, and at multiple times, me, for no reason but for that she was acting like a complete fuck. She is lucky that she has so many people that care about her to make sure sheis okay and for starters doesn't get thrown out of the Exchange, or worse, gets taken advantage of by any asshole who wants some free, easy pussy for the night.
Now for a short while I was sitting with her boyfriend, and he did not at all care about her wellbeing. Her boyfriend lives with a friend of mine, and as my friend is called Chaddy (nickname) and her boyfriend is called Dylan, their household was deemed "Chillin' Daddy's" by a mutual friend and bass player of Furtle, Derek. This is inconsequential to the story. Dylan sat there and barely batted an eyelid at Adelaide falling to the floor in front of him. I was more concerned than he was, more because I'm sort of an awesome guy, and he is supposed to be involved with her! Fuck! People are cunts.
AND, I have been smsing with one of my dearest friends from Perth about how her boyfriend was quite under par, and more especially, compared to me in boyfriend status, is an absolute zero.
Fuck man, I'm the best boyfriend and all these guys out there ARE boyfriends while I am not.
WHAT
THE
FUCK
Hi Leah.
and then someone fell for me
not the me struggling to make efforts to get a tiny bit of attention and sometimes getting away from who i really was to do so...
no, the real me, the me with lots of defaults, like.... LOTS, the me really difficult to live with, the spoilt brat-bitchy-complicated-dumb me...
At first I was like wtf????!??
Then I was like, well no I don't want that type of relationship, with that type of man, I deserve something more bla bla bla blahhh
And then I realised, this is it, this is what life is, how things go, and this is actually the first time someone sees me for who i am and respects and likes me for it..
but the thing is now I sort of feel both shamefull, for not having made any efforts for that person who deserve me more than anyone else on earth, and eagger to catch up with that..
I think if i had realised that earlier I'd have worked harder to try to be a better person not for optional bf/gf but for that purpose itself, so that when the right person arrives, you're ready for it and don't let it neither go away from you, neither wait for you too long...
so yeah it sucks for those friends of yours to have such assholes as bf but if you go on working on being a good person feeling good with your own life, i think that's how you'll make sure at a 100% that you'll make you're right person a 100% happy
don't worry, it happens...