it's too bad that i can't connect with people via internet. i lpay a role as do they. but i guess it's an act in person too. it's also too bad that i use a site with such physically beautiful people, i'm not saying you can't be a good person too, but what am i missing by looking at the lovely sg's. what if my mentally/spiritually perfect girl is physically repulsive to my flawed sense of attraction? what am i missing in life due to my more often than not unfulfilled sex drive. i'm sorry to everyone i can't be real with. i have a lot to give, but i don't know how.