hysanadu

I am at an all time low ebb.

Not sure if anything can bring me out of this.

There are some things I can change, and some I can't. There are places I need to go that scare the hell out of me. When I know I have tough times ahead, I get dour as if that somehow prevents me from being hurt or disappointed.

I just want to come out of the other side of this better off and stop making so many stupid choices. Because they don't just affect me, they affect Kristin.

New glasses soon.