*sighs*
Why do I do this. Why do I expect the worst from my co-workers, then have them turn out to be really nice?
Why did I avoid one of my direct reports when she was waiting to get on the train? Because I like her? Because I find her cute?
Why do I keep expecting to get canned? I know they like me.
I don't want another friendship where I feel like I'm bending over for someone and just taking their metaphorical dick up the ass. I like people, but sometimes I'm really worried I'll get wrapped up in their drama like I did my past friendships.
That, and it's too easy to get nerd crushes, because they're nice and safe and don't go anywhere.
Why do I do this. Why do I expect the worst from my co-workers, then have them turn out to be really nice?
Why did I avoid one of my direct reports when she was waiting to get on the train? Because I like her? Because I find her cute?
Why do I keep expecting to get canned? I know they like me.
I don't want another friendship where I feel like I'm bending over for someone and just taking their metaphorical dick up the ass. I like people, but sometimes I'm really worried I'll get wrapped up in their drama like I did my past friendships.
That, and it's too easy to get nerd crushes, because they're nice and safe and don't go anywhere.