hypoxian

What a day!
Today I broke up with my girlfriend. Despite the fun, the romantic nights, the great sex, this relationship had to end. She moved too fast for me. She became obsessive, and made me her world. That was too much for me. She would never understand something like Suicide Girls. She was always jealous of girls from my past even though she's slept with twice as many people as I have.

I've never seen a woman cry harder. I can't believe how hurt she was. We've been going out for a month and she's been using the L word a week into the relationship. (not lesbian sillies) I didn't know what to say. She had major things happen to her in her past. Her last boyfriend shot himself in the head. She hasn't dated for two years. We met through a mutual online friend. For some reason she immediately was drawn to me. I feel like she was trying to pickup where she left off with her last boyfriend.

I really hope she doesn't do something stupid. As she left, she was mumbling something about why go on. I feel terrible but I know I'm doing the right thing. She needs help and needs to put things in perspective. What do I say to her? I really don't know what to do anymore.