For some odd reason I'm feeling very lonely tonight. I feel like the hero of some corny 80s country song. I actually have a pretty good life right now. But, I am missing something, someone is more like it.
The feeling is overwhelming me. I haven't had a drink all night. That's usually when I get the most depressed, when drinking. I usually listen to Rush when I feel this way. It brings back memories of junior high listening to them with one of my best friends.
I read something today that worried me but it also made me feel that I wasn't alone in this world. I've been thinking about it for hours now. I know I don't want a girlfriend right now but I need physical contact. The contact I'm talking about isn't sex but just physical closeness with someone. Has anyone felt like that?
And there's someone on this site who I want to get closer to. Of course, I say to myself its only lust that's making you feel that way. Maybe, but still, there's something.
Who is it? you ask.
Well, I'll say this, she's quite a lady.
The feeling is overwhelming me. I haven't had a drink all night. That's usually when I get the most depressed, when drinking. I usually listen to Rush when I feel this way. It brings back memories of junior high listening to them with one of my best friends.
I read something today that worried me but it also made me feel that I wasn't alone in this world. I've been thinking about it for hours now. I know I don't want a girlfriend right now but I need physical contact. The contact I'm talking about isn't sex but just physical closeness with someone. Has anyone felt like that?
And there's someone on this site who I want to get closer to. Of course, I say to myself its only lust that's making you feel that way. Maybe, but still, there's something.
Who is it? you ask.
Well, I'll say this, she's quite a lady.
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I hope that doesn't sound cocky--- it's our inside joke, right hunbun?