I give up. I've had two journal entries erased right before I hit save entry. They were both long, deep and really expressive of how lonely I feel right now. I'm also very sick and just gulped down a 5 shot Nyquil cocktail. Seriously, I've just been doing a lot of thinking about myself and realize that I need someone in my life. I haven't...
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I've been feeling nolstalgic lately. A song came on the radio and immediately transported me to another time and place. I was thinking about all the songs that tend to do this to me. Isn't it weird that even if you're not really a fan of the song, hearing still brings back a memory that is still powerful enough to ellicit some response, good or...
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lilviciousone:
Flashback Friday 
1kiss_of_life:
I can't fake the romance either. I have before. Well, it was more like I settled, but I'm just not up for it anymore. And I thought I was just getting old and set in my ways.
I had a great time on Saturday. Hopey and Strongmad know how to put on a party. The pirates vs. ninjas theme was interesting. Most of the ninjas were a little fiesty and started fighting with each other more than with the pirates. 
I met some great people as well. Samling is the sweetest member ever. You should all read her journal as much as...
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I met some great people as well. Samling is the sweetest member ever. You should all read her journal as much as...
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sky:
hehe, yes, I should have explained that hat in my journal entry.
A girls gotta have a cowboy hat for every occasion.
Clearly, that was the christmas one.
A girls gotta have a cowboy hat for every occasion.
Clearly, that was the christmas one.
I have recently admitted that I have a cooking disability. I'm not much of a cook but I'm really trying to improve on that. If I had more time, I'd like to take some cooking classes but time and money are not abundant and I have to sort of learn on any free time I have. So, how many of you are good cooks and...
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strongmad:
Thank you so much for the generous gift, which I didn't get to open until today. Sorry about that, I was a bit out of it in the later stages. Wish we'd gotten to talk more -- too bad we live so far apart, right? 
Seriously, thanks a ton.
Seriously, thanks a ton.
evalution:
Yeah, stroopwafels are delicious! Funny you mention that, because last week a friend from Chicago told me the same thing! I had no idea they are such a typical Dutch thing to consume, but now I think of it makes sense. Well, I think you should come over here for some instructions on the chocolate cake and for more stroopwafels! 
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samling:
you. are. sweetest boy ever.
thank you. like, if you said that to my face, i'd hug you.
i'm a PROUD mom. i don't care if she was plaid and had snakes for hair. i'd still be proud.
i was very lucky to meet a special needs kid and his mom years ago, and realize that i never ever want to be a resentful parent. and i'm not. i love her to the point of annoying people.
thank you. like, if you said that to my face, i'd hug you.
i'm a PROUD mom. i don't care if she was plaid and had snakes for hair. i'd still be proud.
i was very lucky to meet a special needs kid and his mom years ago, and realize that i never ever want to be a resentful parent. and i'm not. i love her to the point of annoying people.
1kiss_of_life:
Welcome to Cull Factor. You sir, have been culled. 
How I love a night off. Yes, I need to study but for the next few moments I will relax in the glory of the internet. On top of that, I get a new Lenore set. I needed this after last night's sporting event travesty. But congrats to the Steelers, you guys deserve it. The officials were total fuck ups and I hope some of...
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prockgirlscout:
That's not usually a problem. I'm thinking the word ravenous wouldn't be an exaggeration.
samling:
this isn't falvored like anything, so it kinda takes like sucking on a cigarette butt. but it hpoefully will do the job. i've gotta quit smoking, it's so important for me.
So, I was at work yesterday doing inventory. A co-worker of mine was also working on it and said to me "Why do we have so many Harry Potter books?" I said "Well, because its popular and it gets kids and adults to read".
This was her rant: Well, I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and think anything promoting witchcraft should be banned.
Now,...
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This was her rant: Well, I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and think anything promoting witchcraft should be banned.
Now,...
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deadgirl66:
my shoots are for them and to build my portfolio.. no one has stepped forward and said they want to do SG yet. I did however get on Suicide Boy.. will see if that happens or not
I did however get on Suicide Boy.. will see if that happens or not
hypnogogic:
I'm at Oak?
For the love of God why won't it stop raining. I really have never minded the rain before but this shit has got to stop. I can't wait for Spring/Summer.
School is going well by the way. Its amazing how even in small classroom settings where people barely know each other that drama still happens. I'm happy that I've stayed cleared of this drama for...
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School is going well by the way. Its amazing how even in small classroom settings where people barely know each other that drama still happens. I'm happy that I've stayed cleared of this drama for...
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1kiss_of_life:
It made me start thinking about bacon and eggs.
evalution:
Most of the time I hate rain, maybe because we have a lot of it here! I only like it when it rains extremely hard and it takes only a few seconds outside to get your undies wet (yes, from the rain I mean), knowing it won't take long before you're home....
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prockgirlscout:
Why aren't you on the phone with us?
prockgirlscout:
Well those can't ALL be my fault. 
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calypso:
I certainly won't be driving in Rome. Riding in a taxi proved to be hectic enough.
I'm going to avoid homework today. I did very well on my midterms. I guess all that studying and spending less time on here paid off. I'm trying to cut my work hours down to 25 since I get home so late from work I'm exhausted by the time I get up (5:00 am if you want to know).
I need to get to know...
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missmyla:
I was hoping to get by without having to dress up as either. But if I had to choose... definitely ninja
taralynne:
just joined sgpdx and im bored so im filling this out for ya, even though i dont know you
1. Where were you born and do you like living where you live now?
i was born in reno, now in forest grove,or. i like it because its small, historical, quiet,and fairly close to portland.
2. What's your favorite memory as a child?
there wernt many good ones, but tagging along after my big bro was always fun. that and my pets.
3. Are you a mama's boy or daddy's girl?
neither? daddys girl if i have to pick one.
4. Did you play any sports in high school?
nope im a clumsy dork, the only times i played sports was during P.E.
5. What musicial instruments can you play?
skin flute?
6. What's your favorite thing about Sunday mornings?
sleeping in
Questions for the ladies
12. How do you get a guy's attention?
im a huge flirt online, in person im totally shy and tend to hide.
13. What pisses you off most about a way a man dresses?
not much, but i cant stand the gangster/rapper stuff. ick
14. If you went on a honeymoon, where would you go?
scottland or newzealand
15. If I came to your town on a date, what would we do?
hmm, sit in the sun somewhere secluded and talk. maybe more
16. How do you express love without words? (remember that song?)
cuddles, massages, giving him/her a bath or washing him/her in the shower, making a nice meal, rough housing, teasing...
1. Where were you born and do you like living where you live now?
i was born in reno, now in forest grove,or. i like it because its small, historical, quiet,and fairly close to portland.
2. What's your favorite memory as a child?
there wernt many good ones, but tagging along after my big bro was always fun. that and my pets.
3. Are you a mama's boy or daddy's girl?
neither? daddys girl if i have to pick one.
4. Did you play any sports in high school?
nope im a clumsy dork, the only times i played sports was during P.E.
5. What musicial instruments can you play?
skin flute?
6. What's your favorite thing about Sunday mornings?
sleeping in
Questions for the ladies
12. How do you get a guy's attention?
im a huge flirt online, in person im totally shy and tend to hide.
13. What pisses you off most about a way a man dresses?
not much, but i cant stand the gangster/rapper stuff. ick
14. If you went on a honeymoon, where would you go?
scottland or newzealand
15. If I came to your town on a date, what would we do?
hmm, sit in the sun somewhere secluded and talk. maybe more
16. How do you express love without words? (remember that song?)
cuddles, massages, giving him/her a bath or washing him/her in the shower, making a nice meal, rough housing, teasing...
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tez:
She sure is! My first day went well.
How are you?
How are you?
missmyla:
You're going to be at Hopey's party, right? How far do you live from her? I'm asking because I may need a place to crash. I know that I can stay at her place, but I'm sure it'll be packed with people... unless, of course, you were planning on crashing at Hopey's. Then this would be moot anyway.
I compleately understand. I know I am blessed to have someone in my life who loves and cares about me.
I found when I did not look for Mr. Right, Poof there he was!
kisses
KRISS
I mean...................sorry