Ok, gotta get this out off my chest.
I am not a lesbian. Not completely anyways. Like, ok, making out with chicks still sounds cool to me, and I still love lookin' at 'em (that's why I still have my SG page!) but I'm not cool with anything "all the way" in any sense of the word. I found that out a few months ago and meant to post about it, but I was so weirded out that I didn't want anyone to know. But I told a few people when I was drunk back home, don't know if they remember. I know I told Rob, but that's another bad story to post here 'cuz I need it off my chest.
Anywho, yea, so I went out with my guy friends and was drinking and I will admit to being semi-drunk. But, I am not saying I only did this because of the alcohol, I did this because I was curious and the alcohol just gives me a little push. I never do anything I didn't think about doing sober, so it's all good. And I have yet to do anything I regret drunk. I have friends that look out for me, and I keep my common sense about myself (for the most part).
Anyway, back to my story...so yea, I went to my friend Brooke's place afterwards (she mentioned having hot korean lesbians over) yay. So me and the guys stop by and see what's up. So, the guys leave and I end up staying, and making out with this girl Okjin. She was very sweet and cute, and then we ended up going back to my room. And then she ended up going down on me....and it really weirded me out. I mean, it's just oral sex right? I don't know why I got so freaked out. I didn't do anything really stupid tho, I did run to my ex and sleep with him right afterwards. I think it was just to make sure I still liked normal sex with a guy.
So for a while I was slightly homophobic. But I'm over it now, and I'm getting back to normal and now am not ashamed of what I did. *whips sweat* whooo, that took a whole hella've a lot to get that out. I was totally embarassed about it for the longest time, and my ex making fun of me (calling me homo all the time) really didn't help. But now I'm good, I'm cool.
And now I'm feeling a bit better to have gotten that off my chest.
And I kissed Daniel when I was home and I think I liked it....
yea, needed to get that off my chest!!! whoo! hot skrexy samoan love! haha.
ok, done now.
I am not a lesbian. Not completely anyways. Like, ok, making out with chicks still sounds cool to me, and I still love lookin' at 'em (that's why I still have my SG page!) but I'm not cool with anything "all the way" in any sense of the word. I found that out a few months ago and meant to post about it, but I was so weirded out that I didn't want anyone to know. But I told a few people when I was drunk back home, don't know if they remember. I know I told Rob, but that's another bad story to post here 'cuz I need it off my chest.
Anywho, yea, so I went out with my guy friends and was drinking and I will admit to being semi-drunk. But, I am not saying I only did this because of the alcohol, I did this because I was curious and the alcohol just gives me a little push. I never do anything I didn't think about doing sober, so it's all good. And I have yet to do anything I regret drunk. I have friends that look out for me, and I keep my common sense about myself (for the most part).
Anyway, back to my story...so yea, I went to my friend Brooke's place afterwards (she mentioned having hot korean lesbians over) yay. So me and the guys stop by and see what's up. So, the guys leave and I end up staying, and making out with this girl Okjin. She was very sweet and cute, and then we ended up going back to my room. And then she ended up going down on me....and it really weirded me out. I mean, it's just oral sex right? I don't know why I got so freaked out. I didn't do anything really stupid tho, I did run to my ex and sleep with him right afterwards. I think it was just to make sure I still liked normal sex with a guy.
So for a while I was slightly homophobic. But I'm over it now, and I'm getting back to normal and now am not ashamed of what I did. *whips sweat* whooo, that took a whole hella've a lot to get that out. I was totally embarassed about it for the longest time, and my ex making fun of me (calling me homo all the time) really didn't help. But now I'm good, I'm cool.
And now I'm feeling a bit better to have gotten that off my chest.
And I kissed Daniel when I was home and I think I liked it....
yea, needed to get that off my chest!!! whoo! hot skrexy samoan love! haha.
ok, done now.
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jonbruce:
Awe. Would be a good birthday gift. 
zetojin:
And as far as the whole same sex thing I'll be honest at my party I wasn't even drunk, I was buzzed but not drunk. And I was that way when I made out with Dugger. And I don't see how chicks make out with guys with facial hair that shit feels wierd. I don't know if I'd down on a dude but you'll be the first to know if I do.