hypnogogic

Last night was a little surreal. To be at a party with 500+ people high on e and whatever else they could get their hands on and then there was me, sober as could be. No beer, no vodka, no drugs. Just me and my bottle of water, trying not to be too self conscience. I stayed up until 5:00 a.m. without the assistance of mystery pills or caffeine. This has been an interesting past few months for me. Very hard at times, the anxiety attacks, the nightmares, the sore back and knots in my shoulders. I'm glad the worst part is over and I have healed most of those wounds. My future will hold good things for me.