hydrophilic

Soooo i keep having these stupid mini break downs, all related to the fact that i feel completely and utterly alone here. I miss my cats, i miss my sister, i miss my friends, i miss my family, i miss enjoying life. Lately all i do is work, but i'm trying to get out.. tomorrow i'm doing the SG Scavenger hunt, and i'm meeting people at work. When i take a deep breath i remember that things are working, but they are taking time. But everytime i start to feel like this everything gets really fucked in my head. Its like every new low is lower than the one before. Its not like these even last for more than a day, but when it happens it feels like fucking shit. I can honestly say that this exact moment in time i have never felt more alone.

Tomorrow i'm going to sleep in, then i'm going to clean, go bouldering, and go to the SG thing.. i think i should have a good day.. or at least i fucking better.