I'm going to do one of these drunk update things. I'm pretty hammed, but I can understand what I am typing, though it takes a lot of backspaces.
Tonight I went to a show, it was fun. I enjoy younger kids. I really do. I'm super pleasant today, just in an all-around great mood. I love everything about the world.
I had a blast talking to people, my best friend came out too later on and I was STOKED. she also bought me beer, which is why I am in my current predicament, but I do love her for it, and other things. I would do it with her if it wouldn't be akward afterwards. I'm talking her into being an SG, in the sense that she wants to, but has worries about her scar. Which I don't think is a big deal at all because I will think she's beautiful no matter what...and you all would too if your saw her boobies. hahahaha. SORRY DARLING. had to say that.
I am now eating oatmeal, it's my favorite thing. I forgot about it for a while, but it makes a nice snack.
I'm feeling so good about myself, it's sort of insane. I've been feeling better and better about myself daily. I owe a lot to you guys on here when it comes to my physical self esteeem. I've felt so good since being on here, it almost makes me all mushy and stuff when I talk about it.
Holy shit guys, I met christian is a killer, apparently he's got an SG account too, but this is one of the first people I ever talked to on myspace.. I met him, it was crazy. I kept looking at him all night and thinking "that looks like someone, sort of like christian is a killer off of myspace...hrrrm"...and then at the end, he walked up to me and said "I've got to do this" and it was hilarious because I was drunk and completely blown away! hahaha, ahhh myspace, bringing people together, that's funny. I'm still glad that I deleted it.
Sean and I are doing well I think, I think I scored him a sweet JARB somewhere, so I hope that goes over well.... I'm stoked. He's the best guy ever and when I think about how great he is, I just want to cry. He's been there with me through a huge turn-around in my life and I appreciate him so much. I'm so lame. It's sort of cute I think. I love him..I would be happy in knowing that he would be the last person I'd ever have sex with. He's beauitful, intelligent, funny, amazing...SO many other words. I just love him and I couldn't be more thankful. I'm glad that I have him, for he is amazing. If any of you gals met him, it'd be love at first site. For he is really, REALLY great.
I would love him until he couldn't take it anymore...Or dies. No, I'm no obsessed, just stoked on having a boyfriend who DOESN'T treat me like garb.
Anyway, enough dumb emotional shit.
I had a really good time, Krista, I love you, I will love you forever. Amy, it was awesome to finally meet you! Christian, really funny that I did meet you, but awesome. Daniel, you totally hung out with me and talked to me whilst I had no one to talk to, thank you! Josh, thanks for being a really good friend, I appreciate everything. Sean, I love you, I hope I get more time with you in my life. For I appreciate you more than you could ever imagine.
I did my portfolio examination and completely aced it. I'm a really good speaker when I want to be. I wasn't nervous and I went in there being myself. I feel awesome today and it's 12:19 and it's lasted thus so far.
Thank you everyone for being in my life. You'll have no idea how much you mean to, but everyone...you make my life worth living, and as much as I hate that idea, I love that everyone is in it. This goes for real-life people and awesome SG people who have really been there for me these last couple of months. You will never know how much I hold everyone in my heart, but I really do. I will never forget this day.
xo
This is the first picture that I ever saw of the guy that would eventually steal my heart and win me over with his greatness. Sean, you are gold. I love you.
by the way.... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAHBLAHBLABLUA BLAHAHAHAHHAA BLAH BLAH BLAH AHAHAHBHABHBAHBLALAGGAGBALALHAHA BLAH
Update the day after: I get really mushy when I'm drunk. I wasn't too hammered to have not meant any of it.
It felt so good to tiggity type all of that. Everyone makes me smile.
Tonight I went to a show, it was fun. I enjoy younger kids. I really do. I'm super pleasant today, just in an all-around great mood. I love everything about the world.
I had a blast talking to people, my best friend came out too later on and I was STOKED. she also bought me beer, which is why I am in my current predicament, but I do love her for it, and other things. I would do it with her if it wouldn't be akward afterwards. I'm talking her into being an SG, in the sense that she wants to, but has worries about her scar. Which I don't think is a big deal at all because I will think she's beautiful no matter what...and you all would too if your saw her boobies. hahahaha. SORRY DARLING. had to say that.
I am now eating oatmeal, it's my favorite thing. I forgot about it for a while, but it makes a nice snack.
I'm feeling so good about myself, it's sort of insane. I've been feeling better and better about myself daily. I owe a lot to you guys on here when it comes to my physical self esteeem. I've felt so good since being on here, it almost makes me all mushy and stuff when I talk about it.
Holy shit guys, I met christian is a killer, apparently he's got an SG account too, but this is one of the first people I ever talked to on myspace.. I met him, it was crazy. I kept looking at him all night and thinking "that looks like someone, sort of like christian is a killer off of myspace...hrrrm"...and then at the end, he walked up to me and said "I've got to do this" and it was hilarious because I was drunk and completely blown away! hahaha, ahhh myspace, bringing people together, that's funny. I'm still glad that I deleted it.
Sean and I are doing well I think, I think I scored him a sweet JARB somewhere, so I hope that goes over well.... I'm stoked. He's the best guy ever and when I think about how great he is, I just want to cry. He's been there with me through a huge turn-around in my life and I appreciate him so much. I'm so lame. It's sort of cute I think. I love him..I would be happy in knowing that he would be the last person I'd ever have sex with. He's beauitful, intelligent, funny, amazing...SO many other words. I just love him and I couldn't be more thankful. I'm glad that I have him, for he is amazing. If any of you gals met him, it'd be love at first site. For he is really, REALLY great.
I would love him until he couldn't take it anymore...Or dies. No, I'm no obsessed, just stoked on having a boyfriend who DOESN'T treat me like garb.
Anyway, enough dumb emotional shit.
I had a really good time, Krista, I love you, I will love you forever. Amy, it was awesome to finally meet you! Christian, really funny that I did meet you, but awesome. Daniel, you totally hung out with me and talked to me whilst I had no one to talk to, thank you! Josh, thanks for being a really good friend, I appreciate everything. Sean, I love you, I hope I get more time with you in my life. For I appreciate you more than you could ever imagine.
I did my portfolio examination and completely aced it. I'm a really good speaker when I want to be. I wasn't nervous and I went in there being myself. I feel awesome today and it's 12:19 and it's lasted thus so far.
Thank you everyone for being in my life. You'll have no idea how much you mean to, but everyone...you make my life worth living, and as much as I hate that idea, I love that everyone is in it. This goes for real-life people and awesome SG people who have really been there for me these last couple of months. You will never know how much I hold everyone in my heart, but I really do. I will never forget this day.
xo
This is the first picture that I ever saw of the guy that would eventually steal my heart and win me over with his greatness. Sean, you are gold. I love you.
by the way.... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAHBLAHBLABLUA BLAHAHAHAHHAA BLAH BLAH BLAH AHAHAHBHABHBAHBLALAGGAGBALALHAHA BLAH
Update the day after: I get really mushy when I'm drunk. I wasn't too hammered to have not meant any of it.
It felt so good to tiggity type all of that. Everyone makes me smile.
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haha, im like the emotional 'i love you,man' mushy drunk that has to make loud annoucements about how i love everyone sooo much.
but i love hearing them from other people.
my boyfriend is awesome too. i miss him at the moment cuz hes gone to see a show[local bands] and i couldnt go cuz i have to work.
boyfriends are allllrrriiiggghhhtttt.
and why wouldnt you feel good about yourself all the time? i think you are one of the most beautiful girls ive ever seen, and i owe it all too suicidegirls.
im in a good mood too. yay.
xoxoxoxoxo love love.
♥