hyde

*Le Sigh*...

What to do when you realize that one of your closest friends is a totally different person than you had thought? Capable of thoughts up there on the crazy scale close to "there's nothing wrong with bestiality, at least the animals are getting some", or "abortion is my choice for birth control".

Im sickened at the type of person she is. She thinks Im holding a grudge about a conversation we had, yet Im contemplating whether I want to keep a person capable of the apparent thought processes she possesses in my life or not.

I have her almost jumping up and down in front of me saying, "talk to me, talk to me" when I get sickened by the mere thought of her.

I know Ill get sarcastic and mean . . . everything Ive worked so hard to suppress.

She's selfish, childish, naive, cocky, has a low self-opinion and measures her self-worth upon other people.

Im not having any of that.

If you want to know me you have to be comfortable with who you are and be yourself. if you're not being true to yourself, you're being some made up person you think I want you to be, and assuming you know what I want . . . when you don't.

All I want is for you to be yourself . . . if I don't like who that is . . . then think of it as my loss.

mmmmkay?