So here I am, back living at home again. No money, no Job, playing in a band I'm only in for the hell of it. All of my friends that are still around seem like they're just killing time until they eventually die. Everybody else out here is just continuing to smoke themselves retarded. I've got nowhere to go until I decide what I want to go back to school for. Or where for that matter. That or I decide to pack up my possesions into a suitcase and hitchhike to Austin. Or San Francisco. Or Portland. Or Memphis(I don't know why I want to go there I just do).
I'm sick of stoners. Period. I met cool people without serious substance abuse problems once, I should be able to find some again. WHERE ARE YOU NON-STONERS WHO LISTEN TO GOOD MUSIC I'M IN MASSACHUSETTS HELP ME IF I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE WORST OF 1970S ROCK MUSIC ANY LONGER MY BRAIN WILL DIE AHHHHHHHH I was this close to snapping and giving one of these addicts what he so badly deserved, fucking 17 year old prick was trying to "teach" my brother a "lesson" about how the "real world works" he lives on a street full of huge houses smoking pot all day the fuck does he know about anything??????
I need to get a Job next week, I need to raise money for SXSW, I need to make it out to San Francisco, I need to get out of the suburbs. I'm worried I'll just cave in and wind up back in Olympia, where I will want to kill myself. I only went out there last time cause I couldn't bear hanging around here any longer. These small towns are for suckers.
I gotta get out. I'm writing serious cry-for-help journal entries on a pornographic website, that's how bad it's starting to get. And it's only been two weeks.
SAVE ME
I'm sick of stoners. Period. I met cool people without serious substance abuse problems once, I should be able to find some again. WHERE ARE YOU NON-STONERS WHO LISTEN TO GOOD MUSIC I'M IN MASSACHUSETTS HELP ME IF I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE WORST OF 1970S ROCK MUSIC ANY LONGER MY BRAIN WILL DIE AHHHHHHHH I was this close to snapping and giving one of these addicts what he so badly deserved, fucking 17 year old prick was trying to "teach" my brother a "lesson" about how the "real world works" he lives on a street full of huge houses smoking pot all day the fuck does he know about anything??????
I need to get a Job next week, I need to raise money for SXSW, I need to make it out to San Francisco, I need to get out of the suburbs. I'm worried I'll just cave in and wind up back in Olympia, where I will want to kill myself. I only went out there last time cause I couldn't bear hanging around here any longer. These small towns are for suckers.
I gotta get out. I'm writing serious cry-for-help journal entries on a pornographic website, that's how bad it's starting to get. And it's only been two weeks.
SAVE ME