Well I dont have much to say other than Its been pretty hard these past few days... I have been a slack off as well as an Idiot ever since High School... Never cared much for anything other than just trying to live life to its fullest.... I think thats just something you tend to pick up when your a young and ignorant trying to live a punk rock life.... Now im 29 almost hitting 30 and I can honestly say I havent ammounted to shit... Ive done so much but have never wanted to stick to anything due to lack of interest.... Now Im trying as hard as I can to try to make up for lost time but I chose a crappy time to do so.... This burden on the economy has me nailed to the ground while im trying to get back up... Another thing is that I had to drop a couple of friends whom where close to me due to the fact that they are all a bunch of losers who do nothing but just play video games religiouslly and devote all their time to them... As well as old drunks whom live off of unemployment and ammount to nothing in society....
At the moment im stuck between dumping the last friend whom I talk to due to the fact that he is becoming a big loser.... I try to help him but he denies all attempf to help him... He lived a few block away till his dad sold his house and moved 2 1/2 hours away.... o we talk online or by txt.... But he is a Hypocondriac as well as has a mental issue.... He thinks his shrink is trying to help him by prescribing him heavy meds... He doesnt go out of his house, he gained a little over 100 pounds in 6 months and blames his depression as well as shitty life due to the fact that this girl is now dating some other guy since he didnt have the guts to ask her out... She waited 2 years for him.... Now she dates one of his friends.... I try telling him to move on since he didnt nothing to prevent the aftermath of his fear of rejection... But now he dedicates his life to being a Modern Warfare 2 god.... Doesnt want to work or go out.... So with all this said I dont know if I should just eliminate all communication with him due to fear of his influence rubbing off on me...
I belive that you are whom your friends are.... They are your motivation as well as your influence... And if its positive then your life will always seem to be uplifting and benifull but when your friends are downers then your life will always suck and be depressing....
But anywho I will continue pushing forward no matter what.... You dont accomplih anything thinking that exile from society is PUNK ROCK!!!! Its CHILDISH!!!
So hopefully my days to come will improve as well make my goal to be a Tatoo artist come true....
Thats all for now!!!!!
At the moment im stuck between dumping the last friend whom I talk to due to the fact that he is becoming a big loser.... I try to help him but he denies all attempf to help him... He lived a few block away till his dad sold his house and moved 2 1/2 hours away.... o we talk online or by txt.... But he is a Hypocondriac as well as has a mental issue.... He thinks his shrink is trying to help him by prescribing him heavy meds... He doesnt go out of his house, he gained a little over 100 pounds in 6 months and blames his depression as well as shitty life due to the fact that this girl is now dating some other guy since he didnt have the guts to ask her out... She waited 2 years for him.... Now she dates one of his friends.... I try telling him to move on since he didnt nothing to prevent the aftermath of his fear of rejection... But now he dedicates his life to being a Modern Warfare 2 god.... Doesnt want to work or go out.... So with all this said I dont know if I should just eliminate all communication with him due to fear of his influence rubbing off on me...
I belive that you are whom your friends are.... They are your motivation as well as your influence... And if its positive then your life will always seem to be uplifting and benifull but when your friends are downers then your life will always suck and be depressing....
But anywho I will continue pushing forward no matter what.... You dont accomplih anything thinking that exile from society is PUNK ROCK!!!! Its CHILDISH!!!
So hopefully my days to come will improve as well make my goal to be a Tatoo artist come true....
Thats all for now!!!!!
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