hugzombie

Gah, men are irritating. I was/am kind of seeing this guy Ryan. Too bad he thinks it's more serious than it actually is. For me, he's more of someone to have fun with. I'm not looking for anything serious, unless the right person came along, but all of a sudden he wants to move in together and all that bullshit. My mind is going something like this:

"You fucktard, you've known me for less than a month and you want to move in together. What kind of retard are you?! Seriously. If you think I would move in with someone I hardly know, then you need to trade that shit for brains you have in for a new one. Maybe it would help if you weren't such an alcoholic."

I would mostly ignore that stuff until it was pushed upon me to make an absolute decision. I'm never going to be serious with this guy, we're just not compatible like that. He calls me today, drunk off his ass, and I tell him a total of 15 times how to get from downtown Sacramento to Rancho Cordova (for those of you who don't live in the area, it's not that difficult). I was so pissed and I still kind of am.

Unfortunately for me, the guy I really want to date probably isn't that interested in me. Jeremy is his name and he's a smart cookie.

There are some other guys that I find attractive that won't date me, but whatever, right?