In 11days this terrible 2015 will end.
As I wrote last year I've hoped for a good one. Unfortunately 2015 has been so bastard with me and I'm not thankful at all!
1) On January I've lost my work 'cause of a healt disease
2) On April and May 2 aunts died
3) At the beginning of July I've lost my hero, my inspiration, the best woman on Earth.
My grandma passed away in the middle of the night, she was good I was with her and spent some time that day in the afternoon. Oh shit I can't write about without a deep pain in my heart. I'm crying meanwhile I'm writing. She was more than a mum. She grew me up. I can't believe it happened!
For me she's still alive.. In my heart and in my mind. I love you nonna mia, wherever you are...
Anyway.. These few days of December are like a knife..mostly Christmas' Eve and Christmas Day. I will not celebrate. I was reading about my last year's blog about my X-mas traditions and all my memories went to that happy days with her, my grandma because we usually spend X-mas holidays by her.
This X-mas will be just another ordinary day.
Sorry for this personal confide.
