Change is part of growth. Physical and mental. It 's inevitable.
Changes often scare me, indeed, terrify me. When I think I've found a stable equilibrium after this breaks.
I have always found me in difficult situations and emerged as the winner but with several wounds. The difficulties have been my constant companions of life.
Now I'm in a period of my life when I have a stable love and I got a job (even if I am still in the month of the test but I have an excellent chance of working), a job that I like and I have always loved to do. And despite everything inside me grows a strange feeling, almost afraid to try this good feeling that everything is going in my favor. Why am I reacting this way? Why do I have this fear that this is a dream and soon I awake as if it never existed? Have any of you ever had this same reaction?