I haven't updated in a while because I haven't really been in the mood to write. This time of year is always pretty rough for me...has been for years. I'm horribly affected by the coming of winter, the lack of sunlight, and the cold. This year is no different. On top of that, work has been really stressful lately and my grandfather died last week. All of this has resulted in me being depressed and bitchy and not at all fun to be around. I have repeatedly been picking fights with my poor boyfriend who has no idea what he's done wrong (because, of course, he hasn't done anything wrong). I finally remembered yesterday morning that I fall into this rut every year. I'm hoping that knowing what's going on will help me control it. I'm going to try to take better care of myself and definitely try to not take this crap out on the boy. I plan on sitting him down when he wakes up and explaining what's going on to him.
In other news, it looks like my current living situation isn't working out as planned and I may be moving in with a friend from work who owns a house. I'm going to go check out the place tomorrow and see what I think. Also, I just got back from the corporate conference my company holds each year. We had an open bar from 6pm-midnight on Thursday, and when I say an open bar I mean a bar every few feet. Everyone was trashed. Someone was so drunk he came up to me, asked me if I was really "that hot" and humped my leg. It was hilarous. I suppose it could have been creepy but since there were 600 other people there, I knew he couldn't do any harm.
Hope all is well with everyone. I know I haven't been commenting much. I haven't been spending a whole lot of time here lately but I still love you all and I will catch up soon!
In other news, it looks like my current living situation isn't working out as planned and I may be moving in with a friend from work who owns a house. I'm going to go check out the place tomorrow and see what I think. Also, I just got back from the corporate conference my company holds each year. We had an open bar from 6pm-midnight on Thursday, and when I say an open bar I mean a bar every few feet. Everyone was trashed. Someone was so drunk he came up to me, asked me if I was really "that hot" and humped my leg. It was hilarous. I suppose it could have been creepy but since there were 600 other people there, I knew he couldn't do any harm.
Hope all is well with everyone. I know I haven't been commenting much. I haven't been spending a whole lot of time here lately but I still love you all and I will catch up soon!
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