howdypardner

For those of you who may not have to frustratingly deal with this, my fucking phone blows. I love T-mobile, but fuck if I don't get signal in my home! Tonight I dropped a call at least 3 x and I was "underwater" as it were several more. I'd like to call him back, but the phone blows. I'd also like to check in on my ever loving twinkie. I always feel lacking in my friendship toward her, but in a way, it's ok. She helps me to realize that I am, in fact, not the world's best friend and that I have a lot of growing to do in relationships with people. I still tend to be selfish. It's not bad necessarily, everyone goes through selfish phases, it's part of self preservation. It's just starting to feel ridiculous to me.