howdypardner

I've been feisty this weekend. Mainly because the internal is all fucked up. I'm sick of being happy for others and being left wanting . . . more. Make no doubt that there is so much in my life that I am thankful for and that I have. It's just when one small area is off it feels like everything is broken you know? I tried to have a conversation with doctashock, but I've been sucking on too many lemons to spill honey, consider this your apology guy. I have a lot to think about. Fuck that, fuck thinking, I have a lot to do a lot of changing/growing to still do, and I'm all about something these days. I could just use a good snuggle these days.