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howdypardner

No.VA, Colorado Springs, Heidelberg & Stuttgart Germany.

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Wednesday Feb 28, 2007

Feb 28, 2007
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I've realized more and more that I am the "cooulda, shoulda, woulda" girl. That 2,3,5 years later boys resurface and go thru this whole routine. I coulda dated you, I shoulda dated, and damn I woulda IF I weren't so stupid. Well, you know what? FUCK YOU! I don't care that boat as obviously sailed all the damn seas and there's been a world of change, so telling me doesn't change anything, except I'll probably wanna kick you in the balls!

My laptop is still getting fixed, and I miss it. the glow of the screen kept me warm at night. this also means I can't chat from bed, I can't watch lost and heroes in bed. Pretty much that my life is ruined.

I've been busy and this weekend will be no picnic. I feel like I should be doing something other than this right now, and I remembered what it was! AWESOME
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wishryder:
I've always been a "coulda, shoulda, woulda" thinking person. I should have done this, I could have done that. I'm not really one to tell someone that, but I always think about it. I just prefer delusion to despair.

My brother's friend spilled beer on my brother's laptop (properly frying it permanently) so I had to lend mine to him until he can pony up enough cash to buy a new one.

I could be without laptop for quite some time...
Mar 5, 2007
akirali:
Introspection is one thing, needless regret is another. Glad you're focusing on the former rather than the latter.

And what's wrong with the Midwest? confused
Mar 5, 2007

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