howdidigethere

i just want to scream and yell and hit something right now. im tired of people and one in particular. so go ahead pretend that you dont care. yeah im here and what are you going to do?... nothing! i thought so. afterall the support and the love and respect i show and i get nothing. letting me down. all i want is for you to aknowlwge i was something to you. so now i sit and listen to songs that remind me how bad my life sucks. i need to find away to forget you. and believe that i tried. new people do not help i talk about you. you! you! you! the new sliced bread. but it seems the knife isnt slicing you but me right for the heart bleeding doesnt help cure a broken heart i hope someone carve you like you did me so you can look down and try and fill a hole so dont appologize cuz i hate you now and i hope this subtle message finds you in bad health cuz some day there will be something better the newest sliced bread who wont let me down and the crazy i cant shut off will be welcomed.