fuck it all; fuck this world; fuck everything you stand for.
my hand hurts.... note to self the air hammer kills.
too many caucasians.
too many caucasians.
kick me in the nuts... go ahead, everyone else has.
nimue:
*kick*
Sorry
Its a continuation of the first yellow page.
Sorry
Its a continuation of the first yellow page.work is picking up... but for how long?
i hate when i email/call/interview for job and no one calls or writes back. even when its "no thanks" id love to hear it.
vaya con dios, mi amigas.
i hate when i email/call/interview for job and no one calls or writes back. even when its "no thanks" id love to hear it.
vaya con dios, mi amigas.
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Well, I DID comment, but I'm not drunk tonight so it's pretty normal! lol But I CAN say I spent a good period of time staring at her earlier...I luuuuuuuuuv me a big breasted curvy woman! 
so work has really slowed down and as EPM can atest to ive been privatly critical of my bosses handling of this and he finally heard about it. hes puting out return for service cards in the mail but he gives them no incentives to come in. people love discounts. today i decided to go shooting. my gun is posessed. if not the gun but...
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BECAUSE! I have a routine damn it! LOL If I stop in the middle of my routine I'll forget what it is I'm doing...that, and it's not easy for me to keep up with a pen and a piece of paper while cleaning...I would end up laying it somewhere and not being able to find it again...and if I DID find it, I would have wasted even more time looking for it...and it's just a pain in the ass really...but I have tried that before.... 
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Yeah, and see...my boss doesn't quite seem to grasp the concept that I might actually have that list memorized and know what I'm doing! LOL But I guess I can't expect her to....we ARE cleaning houses after all...it's not exactly a glamorous job...so I suppose it's easy to assume someone would be cutting corners...but I'm OCD damn it! I don't leave a house until it's perfect! LOL
Yeah, I was drunk when I changed it to yinyang...I don't know what the hell I was thinking...I mean, I like the name yinyang and all...and amazingly no one else seems to have that name for some reason...but I've been using smallelaine FOREVER! So I just figured it probably wasn't the best time to go and change my username! LOL
Yeah, I was drunk when I changed it to yinyang...I don't know what the hell I was thinking...I mean, I like the name yinyang and all...and amazingly no one else seems to have that name for some reason...but I've been using smallelaine FOREVER! So I just figured it probably wasn't the best time to go and change my username! LOL
Have you ever lived down in the ghetto?
Have you ever felt the cold wind blow?
If you don't know what i mean,
Won't you stand up and scream?
'cause there's things goin' on that you don't know.
Too many lives they've spent across the ocean.
Too much money been spent upon the moon.
Well, until they make it right
I hope they never sleep...
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Have you ever felt the cold wind blow?
If you don't know what i mean,
Won't you stand up and scream?
'cause there's things goin' on that you don't know.
Too many lives they've spent across the ocean.
Too much money been spent upon the moon.
Well, until they make it right
I hope they never sleep...
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normlisovrated:
yes it runs silly lol 
so back in 2002, my first year out into the world, i went out i got laid, first trip from home, first time for alot of shit. i dropped almost 50lbs that year. it was mostly good times. ive kept most of it off and i want to get back to how i was then. im mostly there. all i need now is the motivation...
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normlisovrated:
did you go running today 
normlisovrated:
the realtor's... but i hav a vette
ramblings of a interacial white man
not too much up with me. ive been working at the slowest shop in town. cant keep 2 people busy for 8 hours. well more like 1 person since i do the real work. my volkswagen finally runs and runs correctly. it only took the carb torn down about 20 times. i dont know what could have been stuck...
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not too much up with me. ive been working at the slowest shop in town. cant keep 2 people busy for 8 hours. well more like 1 person since i do the real work. my volkswagen finally runs and runs correctly. it only took the carb torn down about 20 times. i dont know what could have been stuck...
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Now look here mister...every time you change your name and then I pop over to your profile I get confused...it makes me think I'm losing my mind over here...especially at this time of night! LOL 
But seriously....it probably wouldn't be so bad dating the MOTHER of the children...but being the girlfriend of the FATHER of the children is a nightmare! I mean she basically told me I am not their mother nor their step-mother and that I have no right or say over them...and yet I see them more than she does? So yeah...it's not an easy job, let me tell ya! lol
But seriously....it probably wouldn't be so bad dating the MOTHER of the children...but being the girlfriend of the FATHER of the children is a nightmare! I mean she basically told me I am not their mother nor their step-mother and that I have no right or say over them...and yet I see them more than she does? So yeah...it's not an easy job, let me tell ya! lol
normlisovrated:
lol yeah... it explains it in my journal 
im screaming at the top of my lungs
how could it end up like this?
a life of bliss
just and endless elusions and narcisism bliss
how could it end up like this?
a life of bliss
just and endless elusions and narcisism bliss
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Well, the good news is things will probably get better. I feel like I'm caught in the middle of an emotional roller coaster most all the time, but even when I feel like running around screaming and ripping all my hair out I know that eventually things will be happy again...but poor, poor Vanny on those ripping out the hair days! lol I hope things get better for you soon!
normlisovrated:
ok two questions
1) how would it shake up michigan?
2) would i look good bald?
p.s. i want those cover-alls... do they hav ur name on em?
1) how would it shake up michigan?
2) would i look good bald?
p.s. i want those cover-alls... do they hav ur name on em?
well another weekend gone bulk of my thought split between my lover and my volkswagen. its mostly together and i was rather confident in it running so i went out and bought a cd player. the cd player is the only bright spot in this story. its awsome. mi gusta. its in my volvo since the volkswagen runs but not right. ive taken the carb...
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You know...when you send in a set to SG and they accept it....you are a limbo girl until the set actually goes up...BUT...they may not even accept it...I just wanted to give everyone a heads up because my profile would dissappear because I will be going with a different user ID at that point...and I will have a brand new profile...atleast that's what USED to happen anyway...
normlisovrated:
i hav that affect on people
well another weekend gone bulk of my thought split between my lover and my volkswagen. its mostly together and i was rather confident in it running so i went out and bought a cd player. the cd player is the only bright spot in this story. its awsome. mi gusta. its in my volvo since the volkswagen runs but not right. ive taken the carb...
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told you, you'd have to leave here
and you listen, with a cryin stare
now you've got the nerve to tell me baby
yeah yeah no no you don't care
you just dont't care baby
sun has got it back to you
and your evil clouds the air
you, you just laugh at what you do
hey, hey no you dont care
yeah you dont...
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and you listen, with a cryin stare
now you've got the nerve to tell me baby
yeah yeah no no you don't care
you just dont't care baby
sun has got it back to you
and your evil clouds the air
you, you just laugh at what you do
hey, hey no you dont care
yeah you dont...
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Yes...it does...and he got one of these 
last night actually....poor thing...
last night actually....poor thing...
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I bet THAT got you doin' a little jig! LOL
Hmmm. Fuck you I won't do what you tell me...