hotsie

I went to a Mars Volta concert last night with my friend Dave. They're his favorite band and I didn't know much about them so he insisted I go with him. I must be too old cause that concert was way too loud. My left ear is still ringing. It was cool I guess but not so much my thing. It probably would have helped if I hadn't been falling asleep all day. You'd thing 2 and a half hours of blasting live music would have woken me up but it did not.

On that note, I can't seem to sleep enough. I'm still so worn out from being up late with homework all last week and then two hours of sleep before snowboarding on Saturday. Hopefully I'll get to catch up a bit this weekend. Too bad I'm working at 9am on Saturday.

I feel like my emotions are all over the map recently. One minute I'm so happy I'm shaking and the next I hate everything and I'm shaking with rage only to feel like crying a few minutes later. I know things can't be great all the time but I wish my emotions were a little less amplified and extreme. I'd gladly give up the manic episodes if it meant no more extreme depression or anger. At least I've been sleeping better even though I never feel like I get enough.