hotrodkid

(cliff notes at bottom)

its 356 am and i cant sleep

im broke, and i decided to cash out my retirement fund to pay shit off and get back on my feet, the check for 6500 was supposed to be here over the weekend. my brokerage firm fucked up, checks not here yet and he doesnt know whats going on

i have 127 in my bank account

Noone is getting anything for Xmas from me, due to my $ issues, but in one case that makes me lucky

Shelly was going to be getting a necklace worth $400+, but even though i was sick all last week, and was asking her to come see me ..... all the sudden her car was broken down. i could be overanalyzing this ... but she used the 50's term for the alternator... she called it a generator...... said its broke and her mechanic had to order one .... gonna be a week ... i didnt even have to call any local parts stores to KNOW that every store within 40 miles is going to have 5 alternators in stock for he VERY popular car ... a sunfire, which would take the same alternator as a cavalier and a dozen other GM cars

but liek friday i started bitching about her mechanic being a moron and basicly blew her whole story .... magicly monday the parts in a week early and its already fixed ... shes driving again

i havent heard from her once this week, cept one short call sunday which ended in her yelling at me that i went to a party on saturday, and another monday where she appologized for the previous yelling, and when i asked if i could see her ......she told me she was going to a bar with a guy friend

GREEEEAT ... now im pissed off cause of the fact that she said it with NOOOOOOO apparent remorse that i wasnt gonna see her that nite,..... AND AND AND she admitted that she didnt know when she was going to seee me next! but i was polite, talked a bit longer then bailed on the call, saying i would call back later

i called back later .... no answer

no answer Tuesday, left a message

No answer wednesday, left a message saying id be up real late and to call me on my cell phone

any guesses on if she called back ?????????

the other day i realized something .... after a month of seing her every other day .... and her never caring that her room was cluttered (its a very small bedroom that houses the life of a 22 yr old).... all the sudden the last 3 times in over .... shes tellin me that ive gotta stay downstairs while she straightens up in her room ....... even her own MOTHER was wondering why the fck she was doing that...

so now im going to take the $ i was going to spend on her necklace .... and use it all to buy myself a watch

CLIFF NOTES

1) gf cleans room last 3 times im over for no reason,
2) then i get sick, she wont see me,
3) claims car is broken but uses a term her mechanic wouldnt have used,
4) tries to tell me popular part had to be special orded from out of state,
5) moment i bitch about car, its magicly fixed
6) gets mad about me partying, then later appologizes and follows it up w/ mention of bar hopping w/ a penis she knows
7) isnt returning my calls anymore

and the moral of all this kiddies ....... if you fuck around w/ someones heart ar christmas time, DONT BE UPSET WHEN THEY DECIDE TO STOP BY ON THE FUCKING 25TH TO DUMP YOU IN FRONT OF UR FAMILY DURING UR JOYOUS FAMILY GATHERING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD I NEED A FUCKING DRINK ..... wheres a 55 pack when u need it