hotgoddess

i am so fed up with selfish people in my life...all my life people have told me i'm selfish and self centered...bullshit. i try to be friendly to everyone i meet...but everyone has moments of selfishness...but now answer me this...how would any of you react to this situation...your best friend of 15 years...visually disabled...so she has depressions...ok...we made plans to spend some time together and she totally blew me off...didn't even answer the damn phone cuz she's in a funk...then gets pissed at me cuz i kept calling...now mind you...she's tried to commit suicide before...so here i am...i know she's depressed...calling her and there's no answer...all damn day long...would you worry? all i asked was couldn't you pick up the phone once and say 'i'm not in the mood....talk to you later' that's it...do you think that's too much to ask? but when she talks about commiting suicide...i say fine then...go ahead...die...and she says your such a bitch..what the fuck?