Feeling more in control (whatever the hell that is) somehow. Am taking control of my life, the house, my own bitching. Keeping really busy. Feeling strong physically, and that I can accomplish a lot now if i keep my momentum going. Phew. Gawd it's nice getting out of a rut. Gotta shake the tree every now and again to kick your own ass. Husband unit no longer considered an asshole. Can actually envision spending rest of life with unit again. Watched movie, Touching the Void tonight. Fuck. And I think I had problems. Anyone who thinkg they have it rough should give their heads a shake, watch this movie (again if you've already seen it) and wake the fuck up. Talk about perspective. May think about hitting the sack tonight before 1 am esp if toddler unit decides to wake for huge bottle feed at some ungodly hour, I'll at least have had some rest.
sluttygoodgirl:
That is a great feeling, getting some shit done! Glad the husband unit is back on the path to lifetime partnership. Haven't seen Touching the Void, but may have to check it out. Hope you got some sleep, it's not easy to come by with the little knee-biters runnin' the show.