How old is the baby now? I ask because I remember the sleep deprivation and madness kicking in at around 6 weeks. Of course you've been through this before, and I'm sure you've got more in your life that could be making you feel ucky besides just baby stuff just like the rest of us and I'll shut up now.
Hope you feel better soon.
other than that...no.....no disappearing for you.
*hugs* hope you have a better day hon.