Well,
About an hour ago, (and really to no surprise), my girlfriend called and basically stated she didn't want to date anymore. We've both been feeling it, and I guess we've just been avoiding saying it.
She stopped by earlier in the night to talk, although, the subject was never brought up. Still, i kind of thought it was on her mind. But, being the idot I am, i never brought it up myself.
We basically felt the same way, and knew it, but avoided resolution for a while. I guess i'm just happy things ended in a positive note. We've agreed to still be friends (which is pretty much what we have always been).
And in a way, i'm a little bummed out. but, again, that's why people date-to see if they're compatable or not-and we both kind of figured we'd be better friends than anything else.
And, it's been a rough month for me and my family-so this is the long run, looks rather small compared to the rest of what's going on lately.
My grandma claims there's a curse on our family. Every six years, on Christmas day, we lose a loved one to ol' death himself. I think we're due this year, according to her-and for a while i thought she was crazy, but it's held true for over eighty years. The last death was by plane accident of all things, the time before that was a snowmobile accident. Both me and my sister have had visions of our own death in automobiles. I only find comfort in knowing that I was alone every time I saw my own.
Strangley enough, I may have beat those visons I had, back in 97. I was working in St.Louis, but living in Wisconsin-though my stay in St.Louis was short. I ended up breaking my verbal contract, and returning to Wisconsin two days early. The city of St.Louis was hit with a monstrous blizzard the day after I left. In my previous visions, it was a snow related accident. So I'm thinking I beat it that time. Or maybe I'm just a weirdo for believing in it.
Yeah, the ideas are just a flowin' in my head tonight, sorry...
About an hour ago, (and really to no surprise), my girlfriend called and basically stated she didn't want to date anymore. We've both been feeling it, and I guess we've just been avoiding saying it.
She stopped by earlier in the night to talk, although, the subject was never brought up. Still, i kind of thought it was on her mind. But, being the idot I am, i never brought it up myself.
We basically felt the same way, and knew it, but avoided resolution for a while. I guess i'm just happy things ended in a positive note. We've agreed to still be friends (which is pretty much what we have always been).
And in a way, i'm a little bummed out. but, again, that's why people date-to see if they're compatable or not-and we both kind of figured we'd be better friends than anything else.
And, it's been a rough month for me and my family-so this is the long run, looks rather small compared to the rest of what's going on lately.
My grandma claims there's a curse on our family. Every six years, on Christmas day, we lose a loved one to ol' death himself. I think we're due this year, according to her-and for a while i thought she was crazy, but it's held true for over eighty years. The last death was by plane accident of all things, the time before that was a snowmobile accident. Both me and my sister have had visions of our own death in automobiles. I only find comfort in knowing that I was alone every time I saw my own.
Strangley enough, I may have beat those visons I had, back in 97. I was working in St.Louis, but living in Wisconsin-though my stay in St.Louis was short. I ended up breaking my verbal contract, and returning to Wisconsin two days early. The city of St.Louis was hit with a monstrous blizzard the day after I left. In my previous visions, it was a snow related accident. So I'm thinking I beat it that time. Or maybe I'm just a weirdo for believing in it.
Yeah, the ideas are just a flowin' in my head tonight, sorry...
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I'm going to try to be around more, but I still don't have internet at home.