More...although boring...random thoughts: by HORUS73
1)Right now, I'm on day number fucking 4 of one of the wrost fucking headaches I've had in a while.
2)I had ramen noodles for lunch today, 3 packages...and 3 chili dogs for dinner(actually 5 cut up into three buns, yeah, I cut them up to get rid of them, because I only had 3 buns-who's the fucking idiot that decided to make hotdog buns in packs of eight, but the hot dogs themselves in 5 or 10 packs? Fuckers...)
3)I just listen to 'Land of Confusion' by Genesis...do your remember the video? It's old school, it had all these caricature puppets and shit...scary shit really.
4)I'm having trouble with my Bowie sculpt...I may switch to Tim Burton instead..although, finding reference pics for him is more difficult, but I like the idea of doing a Burton sculpt...with Jack coming out of his hair and shit..haven't decided yet though.
5)I went to Borders today, to find some Yoga DVD's, yeah, I'm going to start doing Yoga to try and calm me, myself and I down a bit, although, I haven't tried it yet.
6) I know it's going to be hard to sleep tonight...again.
7)I bought a documentary I've been looking for, for quite some time, 'Paradise Lost:the murders in Robin Hood Hills'-it's an HBO thing, but it's excellent, I saw the sequel before I saw this one..but both were perhaps two of the best documentaries I had seen in some time.
8)I'm listening to 'The Alan Parson's Project' right now, I laugh when I think about it, the whoel Austin Powers thing.
9)I have no idea where I'm going to travel, if at all, this next year. I was telling BlueBear3 maybe Canada, as I've never been there, but heard wonderful things.
10)My journal entries have sucked lately, but really, they've been the truth...so I guess oh fucking well huh?
11)I got some of my Christmas shopping done. I bought my Grandmother some DVD's(as my parents are buying her a DVD player. I bought her the entire collection of 'Are You Being Served?', which is a British comedy that they show on PBS on Saturdays down in Iowa, where she lives. One of the 3 channels she gets.
12)I'm looking forward to seeing my grandmother this Thanksgiving, she's going to get a ride from my Dad, and she's coming up here for the day.
13)I still hate my fucking job
14)I hate paying fucking bills too.
15)I need to update my profile pic, as I haven's shaved my head in some time.
16)I went to a hick bar to watch an 80's cover band on Saturday, they were pretty good I guess, lot of rednecks there..it was kind of fun I guess.
17)I dyed my hair, again. I dyed it a few days ago, as the red I sprayed in it for Halloween day, didn;t seem to want to come out much. So my hair was pink for a while. I dyed it brown, and you could still see the pick, so I dyed it dark brown this evening, almost black, and the pink appears to be gone. I swear to god, if it comes back, I'm shaving my fucking head.
18) I guess if I did that, I wouldn't have to update my profile pic eh?
19)I've been utterly lonely lately, and that sucks
20)I've also been extremely bored lately to, and not inspired to do much. Though I've been trying the Bowie sculpture thing, but then I get mad, and tear his face off everytime.
21)I hate work, I don't want to go back.
22)I'm going to start keeping a journal again, I mean, not just this one, but one I could write in on a daily basis-keep track of my dreams as I wake up and shit, cuz I forget them way to fast...I think they say you lose 98% of your dream memory 8 minutes after you wake-where they came up with that shit, I don't know...
23)I still have a headache, but oddly enough, after writing a little, it's disappearing a little, Mayhaps it's stress or tension? Makes sense. I ate yogurt last night to get rid of it, and it left for a while...but it's back
24)I'm still bored to.
25)My cutuicles are a fucking mess
26) I got excited, a don't laugh-when I saw the advertisement for the new season of Queer Eye and that fashion design show on Bravo, can't remember the name now, fuck , what is it?
27)Hold on, I'll check
28)'Project Runway', that's it, just had to check and get the fucking name, or it was going to bug the living shit out of me...it's a good show, I seem to love those shows where people get cut and shit..isn't that cruel? Like, I love America's Next Top Model to, they cut somebody every week, and it's fun guessing who it'll be.
29)Yeah, I watch shows that some people may think odd for a guy to watch, but then again, I don't care. I shouldn't watch TV to begin with, but so be it...
30)I'm on 30 already?
31)I did laundry tonight-wow, what a fucking exciting story huh? Laundry, what a fucking thrill that must be to read.
32)I find myself getting back to my ol' cynical asshole self lately. Isn't that fucking wonderful?
33) I listen to songs, over and over again...in a row and shit. I'm annoying like that, but usually only when I'm by myself, only because I have some courtesy and shit.
34)Man, i'm swearing a lot again, fuckin A+
35)Should I continue writing? Yeah, why the fuck not
36)Recommend a movie for me to watch...I did not get my season 1 and 2 Sopranos DVD's back from my friend Tye this weekend as I had anticipated, as he was busy..and I already watched 3, 4 and 5 this past 2 weeks, pretty much every fucking night.
37)I love the Sopranos, fucking eh, what a great fucking show.
38)I wonder whta it's like to really be in the Mafia? I don't think I'd be able to do it myself, I mean, I have a conscience, and killing people just ain't cool with me.
39)Yeppers, still going..bored yet?
40)I did a 'mask' tonight. No, I didn't make one, it's one of those clay masks you do to yourself, you kknow, to clean out your pores and shit..my face feels so fucking good right now.
41)I also shaved tongiht, (with hair conditioner), and that feels good to, especially after my mask...oh, my face is as smooth as a baby's buttocks.
42)Arghhh, I shoudl stop writing
43)I'm serious, if you comment on this journal entry, recommend at least one fucking movie for me to watch this week-well, no, not literally a 'fucking' movie, but a good movie, or a movie you love...I'm a cinema buff and shit.
44)Fuck it, I'm done writing, thanks for reading-you must be as bored as I am....
1)Right now, I'm on day number fucking 4 of one of the wrost fucking headaches I've had in a while.
2)I had ramen noodles for lunch today, 3 packages...and 3 chili dogs for dinner(actually 5 cut up into three buns, yeah, I cut them up to get rid of them, because I only had 3 buns-who's the fucking idiot that decided to make hotdog buns in packs of eight, but the hot dogs themselves in 5 or 10 packs? Fuckers...)
3)I just listen to 'Land of Confusion' by Genesis...do your remember the video? It's old school, it had all these caricature puppets and shit...scary shit really.
4)I'm having trouble with my Bowie sculpt...I may switch to Tim Burton instead..although, finding reference pics for him is more difficult, but I like the idea of doing a Burton sculpt...with Jack coming out of his hair and shit..haven't decided yet though.
5)I went to Borders today, to find some Yoga DVD's, yeah, I'm going to start doing Yoga to try and calm me, myself and I down a bit, although, I haven't tried it yet.
6) I know it's going to be hard to sleep tonight...again.
7)I bought a documentary I've been looking for, for quite some time, 'Paradise Lost:the murders in Robin Hood Hills'-it's an HBO thing, but it's excellent, I saw the sequel before I saw this one..but both were perhaps two of the best documentaries I had seen in some time.
8)I'm listening to 'The Alan Parson's Project' right now, I laugh when I think about it, the whoel Austin Powers thing.
9)I have no idea where I'm going to travel, if at all, this next year. I was telling BlueBear3 maybe Canada, as I've never been there, but heard wonderful things.
10)My journal entries have sucked lately, but really, they've been the truth...so I guess oh fucking well huh?
11)I got some of my Christmas shopping done. I bought my Grandmother some DVD's(as my parents are buying her a DVD player. I bought her the entire collection of 'Are You Being Served?', which is a British comedy that they show on PBS on Saturdays down in Iowa, where she lives. One of the 3 channels she gets.
12)I'm looking forward to seeing my grandmother this Thanksgiving, she's going to get a ride from my Dad, and she's coming up here for the day.
13)I still hate my fucking job
14)I hate paying fucking bills too.
15)I need to update my profile pic, as I haven's shaved my head in some time.
16)I went to a hick bar to watch an 80's cover band on Saturday, they were pretty good I guess, lot of rednecks there..it was kind of fun I guess.
17)I dyed my hair, again. I dyed it a few days ago, as the red I sprayed in it for Halloween day, didn;t seem to want to come out much. So my hair was pink for a while. I dyed it brown, and you could still see the pick, so I dyed it dark brown this evening, almost black, and the pink appears to be gone. I swear to god, if it comes back, I'm shaving my fucking head.
18) I guess if I did that, I wouldn't have to update my profile pic eh?
19)I've been utterly lonely lately, and that sucks
20)I've also been extremely bored lately to, and not inspired to do much. Though I've been trying the Bowie sculpture thing, but then I get mad, and tear his face off everytime.
21)I hate work, I don't want to go back.
22)I'm going to start keeping a journal again, I mean, not just this one, but one I could write in on a daily basis-keep track of my dreams as I wake up and shit, cuz I forget them way to fast...I think they say you lose 98% of your dream memory 8 minutes after you wake-where they came up with that shit, I don't know...
23)I still have a headache, but oddly enough, after writing a little, it's disappearing a little, Mayhaps it's stress or tension? Makes sense. I ate yogurt last night to get rid of it, and it left for a while...but it's back
24)I'm still bored to.
25)My cutuicles are a fucking mess
26) I got excited, a don't laugh-when I saw the advertisement for the new season of Queer Eye and that fashion design show on Bravo, can't remember the name now, fuck , what is it?
27)Hold on, I'll check
28)'Project Runway', that's it, just had to check and get the fucking name, or it was going to bug the living shit out of me...it's a good show, I seem to love those shows where people get cut and shit..isn't that cruel? Like, I love America's Next Top Model to, they cut somebody every week, and it's fun guessing who it'll be.
29)Yeah, I watch shows that some people may think odd for a guy to watch, but then again, I don't care. I shouldn't watch TV to begin with, but so be it...
30)I'm on 30 already?
31)I did laundry tonight-wow, what a fucking exciting story huh? Laundry, what a fucking thrill that must be to read.
32)I find myself getting back to my ol' cynical asshole self lately. Isn't that fucking wonderful?
33) I listen to songs, over and over again...in a row and shit. I'm annoying like that, but usually only when I'm by myself, only because I have some courtesy and shit.
34)Man, i'm swearing a lot again, fuckin A+
35)Should I continue writing? Yeah, why the fuck not
36)Recommend a movie for me to watch...I did not get my season 1 and 2 Sopranos DVD's back from my friend Tye this weekend as I had anticipated, as he was busy..and I already watched 3, 4 and 5 this past 2 weeks, pretty much every fucking night.
37)I love the Sopranos, fucking eh, what a great fucking show.
38)I wonder whta it's like to really be in the Mafia? I don't think I'd be able to do it myself, I mean, I have a conscience, and killing people just ain't cool with me.
39)Yeppers, still going..bored yet?
40)I did a 'mask' tonight. No, I didn't make one, it's one of those clay masks you do to yourself, you kknow, to clean out your pores and shit..my face feels so fucking good right now.
41)I also shaved tongiht, (with hair conditioner), and that feels good to, especially after my mask...oh, my face is as smooth as a baby's buttocks.
42)Arghhh, I shoudl stop writing
43)I'm serious, if you comment on this journal entry, recommend at least one fucking movie for me to watch this week-well, no, not literally a 'fucking' movie, but a good movie, or a movie you love...I'm a cinema buff and shit.
44)Fuck it, I'm done writing, thanks for reading-you must be as bored as I am....
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