Hello again,
Well, mr general mood is for the better.
After my talk with Erin on Friday/Saturday morning(over three hours worth), I've started to feel overall, a lot more comfortable around her.
It sounds odd I know, but I've never felt more comfortable talking with her. We're being more honest, and it feels good. Granted, I didn't use to lie to her mind you-but we're becoming more honest about our feelings.
So last night, Erin came over, and we practiced some of her halloween make up. She's going as the 'Corpse Bride', and we got the idea to paint her skin with some of my paints, versus some of these expensive body paints that you can get. So we experimented with that.
It was fun, I painted her one arm to look skeletal, and I'm glad we had this practice session, as it didn't turn out quite like we wanted, but cool nonetheless. I painted her face the cool blue, and highlighted it with dark shades of blue for depth, and covered it with some powder. All in all, it turned out well I'd say. But again, it was a practice run, and I learned what not to do next time.
We cleaned up, did a face scrub-and watched 'The Blair Witch Project' again, which neither one of us had seen ina few years. It freaked us out a little, so we stayed up longer watching the food network, until infomercials came on. Then, we found some program on Natinal Geographic, about King Tut, and the mystery behind his death, and his curse and what not. We were both hooked, as it started at around 3 this morning. Little did we know, it was 2 hours long-so needless to say, we stayed up until 5 this morning.
I was drained, and I walked Erin to her car-hugged and kissed her-and we parted ways. I find comfort in knowing that we still say we love each other, and love the time spent with each other.
I guess I have to be patient with everything that seemsto be going on in her head right now. And I owe her and myself at least that much. God damn, I love her so much...but, I'm feeling better about everything that has happened over the past weeks.
And I should stop writing so many 'love' journal entries, but at the same time, it feels good to write and share it at the same time. And, again, Erin and I are talking about all of this to, which is a good thing to-we used to keep everything bottled up inside, and that's what caused a lot of what's going on now.
Tisk tisk, I'm blabbering again...
Well, mr general mood is for the better.
After my talk with Erin on Friday/Saturday morning(over three hours worth), I've started to feel overall, a lot more comfortable around her.
It sounds odd I know, but I've never felt more comfortable talking with her. We're being more honest, and it feels good. Granted, I didn't use to lie to her mind you-but we're becoming more honest about our feelings.
So last night, Erin came over, and we practiced some of her halloween make up. She's going as the 'Corpse Bride', and we got the idea to paint her skin with some of my paints, versus some of these expensive body paints that you can get. So we experimented with that.
It was fun, I painted her one arm to look skeletal, and I'm glad we had this practice session, as it didn't turn out quite like we wanted, but cool nonetheless. I painted her face the cool blue, and highlighted it with dark shades of blue for depth, and covered it with some powder. All in all, it turned out well I'd say. But again, it was a practice run, and I learned what not to do next time.
We cleaned up, did a face scrub-and watched 'The Blair Witch Project' again, which neither one of us had seen ina few years. It freaked us out a little, so we stayed up longer watching the food network, until infomercials came on. Then, we found some program on Natinal Geographic, about King Tut, and the mystery behind his death, and his curse and what not. We were both hooked, as it started at around 3 this morning. Little did we know, it was 2 hours long-so needless to say, we stayed up until 5 this morning.
I was drained, and I walked Erin to her car-hugged and kissed her-and we parted ways. I find comfort in knowing that we still say we love each other, and love the time spent with each other.
I guess I have to be patient with everything that seemsto be going on in her head right now. And I owe her and myself at least that much. God damn, I love her so much...but, I'm feeling better about everything that has happened over the past weeks.
And I should stop writing so many 'love' journal entries, but at the same time, it feels good to write and share it at the same time. And, again, Erin and I are talking about all of this to, which is a good thing to-we used to keep everything bottled up inside, and that's what caused a lot of what's going on now.
Tisk tisk, I'm blabbering again...