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Well, well so hard is the art of updating....

It's been such a long time since i last gave you some news about my poor and uninteresting person...Well iam studying English in the deepest way at university but my work is not enough i am so fuckin lazy it is unbelievable.
So i am still a student, my life is rather cool and easy but i am scared, scared of the future...I think that it can be only good to have a diploma in english but....To do what???Sure cariv my uni mate will agree with me...And again i feel pretty bad with myself, i am quite the dramatic and desesperate type of girl...
Here is a poem i wrote.... :

[BHow hard is your own existence!

Around, inside, towards me, the mess
I am the messy, lazy, craziness
Knocking are the ghosts of past
Burdens remain masters at last
How to feel light, show yourself bright?
I am nothing and there is nothing for me
Always this satisfaction with mediocrity,
Never good, never bad,
Just tasteless, happy and sad,
No decision only conpromise,
Strong, loud words but no wise...
Is there something queer going on?
Is there something queer going on?
Yes, i have fallen again into deep depression...

Shit, mate....Stop being a girl, or the romantic kind who feels ununderstood
in a world moving too fast.....

Well i am not that sad!!!
It has also been a while since you saw my face!!
I must tell you that i had my hair cut oh so damn cut because i wanted to cut it myself and i screwed oh so screwed!!!!
So here i was just after going to the hairdresser:





It has grown now, look :




You can see i am with my good friend Julie Pastor who lives in boulevard des castors!
And now tthese pix are for those who love this object and especially cariv and EnTe:




In fact and to conclude i am almost a mad and unstable girl ....