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im out of my rut. its amazing what changes in your attitude when you stop feeling sorry for yourself.
dyed my hair black
i have my pompadour back.
and just in time for the dresden dolls and social distorton shows.

i think i want to move hollywood.

I HATE THIS PICTURE AND WONT TAKE ANOTHER ONE UNTILL I HAVE MY POMPADOUR BACK!!!

i would like to have it back in time for new orleans come haloween. but it HAS to be long enough for the social d concert next month. well, things are looking up. actually they have been great. unfortunately, my mom took a nasty spill and broke her ankle. so...
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i've been drunk way too much the last two weeks. i cant deal with all the reality happening around me. the ex-girlfriends keep calling and i cant keep up with that soap-opera. all i want to do is keep drinking in strange envirorments with strangers. just drink myself into oblivion with single-use friends pretending that we all understand each other. each of us being a...
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"when you understand," Brandy says, "that what you're telling is a story. It isn't happening anymore. When you realize the story you're telling is just words, that you can just crumble it up and throw it in the trashcan," Brandy says, "then we'll figure out who you're going to be."
Chuck Panliniuk
-Invisible Monsters

things i've discovered about myself in the last 48 hours.

-im...
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im listening to the murder city devils right now. ennui encompasses me. i know i got prettygirlsmakegraves out of the deal, but why did you bastards have to break up?!?

god i hate this pic. taken before i lost the weight. and it was taken after i got out of the shower. a sickley, unmade pompadour. add to insult, the fact that my head is...
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christ, im getting old im 24. (hopefully, forever)
-im going gray. (must redye soon)
-i want to settle down. (with a girl i still can go and party it up with every night)
-I THREW MY BACK OUT THIS MORNING!

no joke kids... as i was stepping in to my wonderfull 10 speed massage head shower, as i do every morning. i noticed my foot...
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several of us received the saddening news that one of our regulars, and somebody i had come to regard as a friend over the last five years passed away after a long and hard fight with diabetes.

he was one of the most compassionate and giving people everyone had the pleasure of meeting. he was quite, but at the same time always excited to talk...
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it just cant get any better.

-i got promoted to bartender at my work

-i have 5 gallons of homebrew beer fermenting in my fridge

-realized that im too good for the cheating girlfriend

-dumped said cheater

-graduated film school with 3 degrees

-bought my mom a new car

-saving for my new car (or vespa)

-new reverend horton heat album rocks collective rockabilly ass...
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just shoot me now...

what else could go wrong? really?! finally cut my hair back into a pompadour. camera phone dies and i cant post a new pic. so i still look like some emo schmuck. save money up for new tats. car starts to break down and my insurance goes bankrupt. i was going to use my tax return money to go to a...
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why has my god forsaken me???
the last two days have been cruel and unusual punishment! why you ask? imagine looking at your fav suicidegirl then all the power in your home goes out !! you call the power company, and they tell you that you havent paid any bills for the last year and a half. we fliped the switch, you now owe us...
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been awhile. i dont post on this site much. the good thing is that im in a completely different mind set since the last journal entry. i remember that night some time ago. but i dont belive im that person now. fuck was i bitter!?! anyways. music you need to buy...

murder by death- its like waking up next to cursive the next morning with...
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why am i so doomed!?! im in a new relationship that is exactly like all the old relationships. and the only way i can connnect to anything real is by thinking back on past quotes and songs and movies. its like the scene in high fidelity... when jon cusacks character desides to rehash the past with his old girlfriends to figure out why he himself...
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