horrordarling

Can platonic relationships between straight women and men exist?

I just found out recently that someone I had (or have) a "friend crush" on is coming to town for this weekend. Weird.

I've been in a relationship for three years now, and I'm happy with it. But for some reason I'm drawn to this guy in a very non-sexual, non-threatening way...At the same time it's a more complex feeling in comparison to what I feel for my other guy friends. There's more intrigue involved. Who knows. Honestly I barely know the guy...but I feel like I know him. Yeah, it's complicated...

I've been trying to rationalize this feeling...Like the want for straight women to have gay friends...or to have a brother figure. Just a innocent relationship.

Maybe I just want someone to be candid, honest, and comforting without wanting anything else. Maybe he just symbolizes something I want but he isn't.

I'm not sure why female friends don't quite cut it...it's just a different want.

Bleh. I'm being a sap.

So anyway...

Arr...
.x.