horrordarling

Is it wrong to want to live on your own ?
No, it's not wrong - but I must know
How can someone so young
Sing words so sad ?

Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow
Boot the grime of this world in the crotch, dear
And don't go home tonight
Come out and find the one that you love and who loves you
The one that you love and who loves you
Oh ...


Is it wrong not to always be glad ?
No, it's not wrong - but I must add
How can someone so young
Sing words so sad ?


Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow
Boot the grime of this world in the crotch, dear
And don't go home tonight
Come out and find the one that you love and who loves you
The one that you love and who loves you


Take my hand and off we stride
Oh, la ...
You're a girl and I'm a boy
La ...
Take my hand and off we stride
Oh, la ...
I'm a girl and you're a boy
La ...


Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow
La ...
Throw your homework onto the fire
Come out and find the one that you love
Come out and find the one you love

more smiths. it can't be helped.

four days until my birthday. i just can't seem to get excited. birthdays don't seem like much fun anymore.

blah. i'm young. and restless. it's been so long since i've gone out with friends. i miss them, i wonder if they miss me. it's been so long that i've probably faded out by now. i feel like i'm the only one who's gotten distant. the always busy work/school drill has taken it's toll. i've always been the "nerd" of the group. maybe i was just phased out.

i should make more friends. i don't think i'm capable. i've always been the acquired friend, not the friend acquirer.

i just want to go out tonight...

.x.