Hey Hey guys and gals... Well my dress has ended on ebay. It sold to someone in the U.S. So with the money I made from that Im hopefully gonna make two more and sell those. Tom is nearly finished his course so we will be going to inbiz soon. Im applying at the princes trust for funding! Hopefully I can get some cash from them saying as I bought my own PC, sewing machine, overlocker, and dummy. It adds upto about 2000 so I should be able to get an equal amount from them. 
Im getting on good with my scarf but its way too wide so Im gonna double it over when its done. I seem to be getting good feedback from myspace so I think I might put a couple of things up to sell on there. I really wanna try sculpting... dunno if I could do it though. Im off over town on thursday to buy some new patterns, I want to get a nice pencil skirt pattern. Hopefully tom and me are gonna see silent hill & then we're off to the three tuns to see my cousins boyfriends band. and I shall not be drinking. Started reading Generation-x a few days ago and havent been able to put it down... Douglas Coupland writes the way I think. He is so cynical and sarcastic about the world and society today... I <3 Him!
Im very happy right now... Im finding it quite strange. Things seem to be going right. I love how busy I am at the moment. I love being me. Ive never loved being me. wow. breakthrough. haha.
I miss certain people who Ive let get too far from me. I want to cut other certain people out of my life. Its hard realising that but its getting to the point where I dont wanna go places I know she will be. damn it. I dont think we can resolve this. I dont even want to. I feel so horrible for saying that but I dont.
I cant wait until the summer holidays... I get to go stay at haydon bridge. I mis country air. I miss camping. I need sun & festivals & hurty pink cheeks.
Lately I really feel like life is ojn the verge of throwing something at me. I was feeling weird the other day, all day, and I went out to post some things and some weird immigrant man came over and came onto me... he was really intimidating though and he freaked me out. Immigrants really dont understand english people and english ways.... You dont just walk over to someone and say they are beautiful and try to hug them.... eeeeuch! I am the type of person who really needs personal space. I hate people who invade it when they arent invited. And Ive been getting this kind of treatment from immigrants since I was like 15 hence the reason I seem to be tarring them all with the same brush. I dont like their god damn attitudes! Ive only ever had problems with the men and its only ever been Iranian or Nigerian immigrants.... I dont like it at all.... It freaked me out a lot when I was young. They shouldnt do that to kids.
Sorry for the outburst... And sorry if I offend anyone. I am angry sometimes.
Anyway... what else is going on? I am gonna go plan which fabric to use on my next dress! I will post pics as soon as I start work on it! love you all deary's!
Ash
Im getting on good with my scarf but its way too wide so Im gonna double it over when its done. I seem to be getting good feedback from myspace so I think I might put a couple of things up to sell on there. I really wanna try sculpting... dunno if I could do it though. Im off over town on thursday to buy some new patterns, I want to get a nice pencil skirt pattern. Hopefully tom and me are gonna see silent hill & then we're off to the three tuns to see my cousins boyfriends band. and I shall not be drinking. Started reading Generation-x a few days ago and havent been able to put it down... Douglas Coupland writes the way I think. He is so cynical and sarcastic about the world and society today... I <3 Him!
Im very happy right now... Im finding it quite strange. Things seem to be going right. I love how busy I am at the moment. I love being me. Ive never loved being me. wow. breakthrough. haha.
I miss certain people who Ive let get too far from me. I want to cut other certain people out of my life. Its hard realising that but its getting to the point where I dont wanna go places I know she will be. damn it. I dont think we can resolve this. I dont even want to. I feel so horrible for saying that but I dont.
I cant wait until the summer holidays... I get to go stay at haydon bridge. I mis country air. I miss camping. I need sun & festivals & hurty pink cheeks.
Lately I really feel like life is ojn the verge of throwing something at me. I was feeling weird the other day, all day, and I went out to post some things and some weird immigrant man came over and came onto me... he was really intimidating though and he freaked me out. Immigrants really dont understand english people and english ways.... You dont just walk over to someone and say they are beautiful and try to hug them.... eeeeuch! I am the type of person who really needs personal space. I hate people who invade it when they arent invited. And Ive been getting this kind of treatment from immigrants since I was like 15 hence the reason I seem to be tarring them all with the same brush. I dont like their god damn attitudes! Ive only ever had problems with the men and its only ever been Iranian or Nigerian immigrants.... I dont like it at all.... It freaked me out a lot when I was young. They shouldnt do that to kids.
Sorry for the outburst... And sorry if I offend anyone. I am angry sometimes.
Anyway... what else is going on? I am gonna go plan which fabric to use on my next dress! I will post pics as soon as I start work on it! love you all deary's!
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I'm on medication now and i already feel a bit better! So i'm ok.