"If dreams are like movies then memories are films about ghosts" - counting crows
I've always wanted to make scrapbooks, I think I might start one, with photo's and random stuff. And I've always wanted to have a notebook full of my favourite lyrics in the world but I think there would be way too many to fit in one book.
When I think about scrapbooking I think it appeals to me because I hate letting go. I love memories. I live for them. I hate change even though I think I've changed more than anyone I know of recent! Im growing to like what I've become which is strange to me.
I always thought I was doomed for a life of unhappiness (yes Im quite the optomist!) but alas here I am, grinning because its warm enough tonight to have my window open, which in turn means its almost summer. Summer is another thing I've grown to love again, I went through a phase of detesting it! but I cannot wait for this summer.
God I hope I get into the HND. I just want to succeed. I really do, but I feel I havent pushed myself enough this past year. My head has been all over the place but I finally feel sure about things. Its really what I want to do. But back to the scrapbooks, I think I'll get out my old photo's & boxes of crap I thought significant enough to save over the years & start a book for way back when. Then I'll do a follow up etc. I like the idea of being able to look back at all those things.
Its sad how when we change & evolve as people we become indifferent to those we once loved more than anything, only a chosen few come along for the ride. It saddens me more when I realise how little I care that we're all so different now, somehow I feel like I should care more. I suppose the reason I dont is because deep down I know things happen for a reason and that really everythings going to be ok!
Ash
I've always wanted to make scrapbooks, I think I might start one, with photo's and random stuff. And I've always wanted to have a notebook full of my favourite lyrics in the world but I think there would be way too many to fit in one book.
When I think about scrapbooking I think it appeals to me because I hate letting go. I love memories. I live for them. I hate change even though I think I've changed more than anyone I know of recent! Im growing to like what I've become which is strange to me.
I always thought I was doomed for a life of unhappiness (yes Im quite the optomist!) but alas here I am, grinning because its warm enough tonight to have my window open, which in turn means its almost summer. Summer is another thing I've grown to love again, I went through a phase of detesting it! but I cannot wait for this summer.
God I hope I get into the HND. I just want to succeed. I really do, but I feel I havent pushed myself enough this past year. My head has been all over the place but I finally feel sure about things. Its really what I want to do. But back to the scrapbooks, I think I'll get out my old photo's & boxes of crap I thought significant enough to save over the years & start a book for way back when. Then I'll do a follow up etc. I like the idea of being able to look back at all those things.
Its sad how when we change & evolve as people we become indifferent to those we once loved more than anything, only a chosen few come along for the ride. It saddens me more when I realise how little I care that we're all so different now, somehow I feel like I should care more. I suppose the reason I dont is because deep down I know things happen for a reason and that really everythings going to be ok!
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fairygrlz:
LOVE the new hair pics!!