Sometimes throughout the day I get really sad. I find myself here at work with a million thoughts going thru my mind and the next thing I know a tear is making its way down my cheek.
I mean, I know I made the right decision, but I guess after 7 years of being someone I am STILL finding it a little hard to adjust. Its been over TWO months for christs sake.
Im thinking that perhaps it would be best if Mike and I stopped trying to be friends and never spoke again. Im pretty sure I was dealing with it all better that month we didnt speak.
meh...i dunno..i hate complaining and whining, but Im just kinda having a crappy day and I wanted to vent.
I mean, I know I made the right decision, but I guess after 7 years of being someone I am STILL finding it a little hard to adjust. Its been over TWO months for christs sake.
Im thinking that perhaps it would be best if Mike and I stopped trying to be friends and never spoke again. Im pretty sure I was dealing with it all better that month we didnt speak.
meh...i dunno..i hate complaining and whining, but Im just kinda having a crappy day and I wanted to vent.
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Seven years is a long time, so, there is some sadness to be expected, especialy when you are still friends. But, cheer up. It can only get better. Right?