Well, good news........the chicken wings and beer helped my mud butt!!! Who knew that the cure to terminal trots was spicy fried delicious?
My grandma had an aneurysm on new years day............weird, waiting for the new year to go through that. She had a living will that stated that she wanted to be let go if anything major happened. She had a heart attack a few years ago and almost died. She wants god to take her if it's her time. She had talked to my mom about this in addition to having the will. Well, they fly her to the hospital and she is in a coma.............what does everyone want? Surgery. So, they went against her living will and did a 4 hour brain surgery to stop the bleeding. Then found out they didn't get it all............so one more surgery. Now, she has had two strokes. She may die anyday, she may wake up and be almost the same person..........no one knows. My shitty sister who treats everyone in her life like shit wanted to go traveling over there the first day we heard it......because she has guilt. I told her i have to work, we'll go when we know more. To either visit her, or go to her funeral. She called me selfish. I am good with where i am with my grandmother. I saw her on thanksgiving, and she knows i love her. Everyone always wishes they had more time with people.........but i don't think it's fair to make decisions about someones future quality of life because you want to see them again. It's selfish. Of course i don't want her to die, i just would have followed her wishes.
On the up side, i may start teching yoga again soon. A gym that does mixed martial arts has some time slots that they can give me. I hope it works out.
My favorite quote of the week? "Baby, i love eating your ass, but sometimes i just wanna fuck."
My grandma had an aneurysm on new years day............weird, waiting for the new year to go through that. She had a living will that stated that she wanted to be let go if anything major happened. She had a heart attack a few years ago and almost died. She wants god to take her if it's her time. She had talked to my mom about this in addition to having the will. Well, they fly her to the hospital and she is in a coma.............what does everyone want? Surgery. So, they went against her living will and did a 4 hour brain surgery to stop the bleeding. Then found out they didn't get it all............so one more surgery. Now, she has had two strokes. She may die anyday, she may wake up and be almost the same person..........no one knows. My shitty sister who treats everyone in her life like shit wanted to go traveling over there the first day we heard it......because she has guilt. I told her i have to work, we'll go when we know more. To either visit her, or go to her funeral. She called me selfish. I am good with where i am with my grandmother. I saw her on thanksgiving, and she knows i love her. Everyone always wishes they had more time with people.........but i don't think it's fair to make decisions about someones future quality of life because you want to see them again. It's selfish. Of course i don't want her to die, i just would have followed her wishes.
On the up side, i may start teching yoga again soon. A gym that does mixed martial arts has some time slots that they can give me. I hope it works out.
My favorite quote of the week? "Baby, i love eating your ass, but sometimes i just wanna fuck."
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Are you really living in the Coen Valley now, and if so did you get the wings at Fox and Firkins?