hope_114

eh. today I'm very depressed. Whoever said that money can't buy happiness is a big fat liar. If I had enough money to pay my bills and be able to buy a few things that I want I'd be happier. If I had enough money to get a puppy I'd be happier. If I had enough money to buy a digital camera I'd be happier. I'll be even happier if something could go my way. In 3 weeks I'm going to do my first SG shoot.. and the optomist in me says I'll get excited but the realist in me says dream on. I'm losing my ability to see the lining. There was no work for me to do today so I am staying home. I cleaned everything I could yesterday, I guess I should have left something for today. I feel lazy and broke. I need to work to make money. I need to work to feel productive. I need a hobby.