hooligan12

Blah.

I awoke
Only to find my lungs empty
And through the night
So it seems I'm not breathing
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down

And I'm afraid
To sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I'll never find the words to say
Which...
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Happy Mothers Day yesterday!

Got kicked out of against me! No moshing they say.... lame.
Weekend was fun.
Toronto wins 8-1 tonight in mlb. good stuff. Along with the cubs killing AZ.

Against ME! tonight in huntville.... Hell YES Sir!

Extremely tired... but still going to watch some music being played without any cash to drink.

Man. I feel like I'm getting really lazy now. I feel with the whole new position at work I can control my jobs and I take advantage of that.Also the FACT I kinda got screwed over with my marriage and she cheated on me.That doesnt help. Yeah man I never saw that coming .. her thoughts on relationships were much more conservative than mine. Another...
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I always find myself back on this site. I'm tired as hell. It's been one exhausting & sober ass 420.

Today is Friday.......... I love friday.

If only feelings didn't include frustration, fury, confusion and depression. life would to be understood of only the love , and complete happiness we would have in any situation, but only in the dreams can we dream and when we wake up we deal with the challenges we endure from the cards that have been dealt. It all seems as temporary as it is. never...
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