hooeylewis

I had a lot of time to myself to think over the past few days and I almost feel like I do not know who I am. Some days I almost feel like this nice guy stuff that I portray is just a act to please everyone else. I am just at the point where I am sick of not having what i want in life. I am fed up with not being on my own not having women or money. I just feel like the real Ryan is completely different than the way I act.