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How are my awesome Sg friends doing today? I went up to Ottawa for some asian groceries today. On the way back I was thinking about what value in my life and what I want it to be. Then it hit me. I need spontaneity every day in my life. I need freedom lack of structure and randomness in my life to be happy. Too much structure bores and frustrates me. i realized that is why I hate working in call centres. Everything is as structured as a nazi camp. I need that randomness and unpredictability in my life to make me feel energized.

The more I look at it the more realize thatI cannot live the typical life that general society expects males to live. Have a plain job have a plain wife with kids. it seems to be very mundane and depressing. t looks like they ar not being themselves at all Being true to what you are is the only way to be happy in my opinion. Anything else is just acting.

this is why I have always been attracted to SG. I see people that are themselves. I have many great friends here. I have learbed more here in the past several months than i have in many other places. This summer will be a summer of adventure and just having fun. I am going to Philly for a week. I have no idea how i will get out of work. I will be going on this trip no matter what happens with the bs call centre job. i can't fucking wait for my Philly road trip. To sum this long blog up. live for what makes you happy. Anything else is a wasted life.