hoodmanblind

I feel like shit today. Normally I blog on myspace, but for some reason, wanted to do it here. I feel like all i do is bring pain to the friends and family in my life. Sometimes I don't even know how the hell I do it, but I do. Sometimes I think it would be best if I just stay alone, at least that wayI won't fuck anyone's life up like mine is. I just want to be a good daddy and be a good role model for them, I think I have screw that up already too. Listening to Linkin Park, at times I so feel the song one step closer...it seems if it is not one thing its another thing I fuck up. At least i have this place so I can see beautiful people and I can dream that maybe one day I can be one of them. prob not...anyway..that's it for now...back to the darkness. Hoodman out