I had an epiphany last night.
And I hope you don't hate me. I figured out half of the reason I was so down. I haven't slept a full night (more than 5-6 hours in a night) in a week and most nights were closer to 4.
And, unlike some of YOU who are fine on 4 (Yes, Zarina, I am talking about you! god, i'm so jealous), i'm not. I am functional on 4, but an emotional wreck.
So, i crashed out around 8 pm last night and just got up at 10 am. First thought in my head was I had to come and appologize to the nice people who posted on my journal. I'm not retracting anything i said, cause it's all true. But i don't necessarily think this was the correct medium of exchange of those ideas...
You're all better people than me.
And I hope you don't hate me. I figured out half of the reason I was so down. I haven't slept a full night (more than 5-6 hours in a night) in a week and most nights were closer to 4.
And, unlike some of YOU who are fine on 4 (Yes, Zarina, I am talking about you! god, i'm so jealous), i'm not. I am functional on 4, but an emotional wreck.
So, i crashed out around 8 pm last night and just got up at 10 am. First thought in my head was I had to come and appologize to the nice people who posted on my journal. I'm not retracting anything i said, cause it's all true. But i don't necessarily think this was the correct medium of exchange of those ideas...
You're all better people than me.
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If you ever need a big comfy slightly cushioned shoulder to snuggle on, just come over to my corner of SG and blow off the steam or do whatever you need to. I am serious, I'm good with listening when people need it.
I just noticed your profile shrunk...
You are a good person, and I personally, think you're a cutie and a sweetie and I hope to heaven that you realize that you're worth every single keystroke I make in my comments in your journals, cuz if you weren't I wouldn't say it.
[Edited on Aug 11, 2004 3:04PM]